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skin by: Jane
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 @ 7:51 PM
after the storm...

note: Im in a perfectly calm mode now.

Oh man

Yesterday superband results show was INSANE.

My pulse was beating frantically throughout the whole show. Acutally, I'll always feel this way every monday night.

But that night, my heart contonued to pund in my ears, but for a slightly different reason.

Okay, you see the picture.
After tonight's show, there'll be NO more revival rounds unless my dad is the superband producer-who isnt, apparently-
and if soul or lucify were eliminated, that'll be like the saddest thing in the world...
JUST another semi final round and they'd be going to the finals! (Wooohoooo !)

Wild thoughts were racing through my mind. 'No soul, no seeing them again in person, superband XIA.' and blah...

THEN...

SOUL. LUCIFY AND MANTOU.
were placed in the bottom 3.
Then before I knew it, the lights were being activated.
Whenever this happened, it seemed to cause my heart to do somersaults over in my chest, and my veins to hum pleasantly.
But, I could do nothing but tap my fingers impatiently on the table.
In fact my heart had pretty much slipped up into my throat, and my palms had gone suddenly, inexplicably damp.
I wanted very much to scream, but managed to hold it there for the moment for my uncle was watching the results show too. He was like scaring me and syl by saying soul and lucify bye bye. What an encouraging uncle i have, right. (=
I told myself that soul had a PREEETY good chance to stay but somehow it didnt turn out that assuring considering soul was always being placed in the last few spots...
and then....
I DIED.
nah, that was rubbish. plus it isnt that easy for anyone to die.
but..
SOUL and Lucify got in!
It took me a minute to realise that i could then squeal and jump for joy!
Oh.emotions are beautiful..
.......
Im gonna vote really hard next week..
in fact i rather send in more votes next week than in the grand finals. (=
that's me.
haha, JIA YOU! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!
aza aza fighting! (=
oh.
a busy week ahead for me...
SIGH.
Holidays. i need you (=