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Just me.  Other days, I am.
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Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 11:18 PM
Almost smiles hello weekends (:
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 8:51 PM
Let's Say Let's say you're idling away instead of studying for upcoming tests. Let's say you have the time and energy but you're just wasting it plainly. Let's say you know what you don't want yet it is deemed necessary. Let's say you want to just take a break and not think about anything else. Let's say you know you can't get it past yourself and am feeling slightly guilty. Let's say you want to start but just can't help procrastinating. Let's say you're at it for the longest time but you feel that you know nothing at all about it. Let's say you're prepared to fail. Let's say you're just plain lazy. Let's say.. Let's say.. I'm you. Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 10:57 PM
My First Vanity Post! it's already eleven. time flies. and to think i spent the whole time just doing history(war in the pacific), and eating and jogging between intervals. Well, at least I could say it was rather well-spent compared to my other saturdays. And I am inordinately pleased by this. Yes, let me give myself a pat on the shoulder for working a bit harder this whole week and i totally surprised myself by refraining myself from the comp during school days. This shows that if you set your mind to do it, you can achieve anything. Well, I guess it's still not enough if i want to make it on time for the Os, will have to pull my socks higher! (Speaking of that I bought a pair of knee high socks yesterday!) So school this week was rather okay, still as boring. Dang, I just forgot that school was never exciting. I'll just have to bear with it for a pathetic 8 more months, i guess. No, it is a fact. And yesterday, it was like... um, narcism. hehe. and some pictures.. *runs into a little corner and hide*      ***  The mirror I bought with the cute doreamon sticker!  see! my glue has supernatural power.it can stick on to the edge of the sofa just like that! Okay. Enough is enough. im so vain.sigh.Hope your life is good. Rise.Fall.Speed and Slowness. Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 8:13 PM
PHEW I think I am so horrible. I only remembered today that my bestest friend's birthday falls on this friday while i was walking home from school!!! Which means I totally forgotten to get her something.Im feeling so apologetic, guess she'll have to make do with a belated one. And on top of that, I owe couple of people their gifts too and their birthdays was like so long ago. *slaps forehead* I guess I need to take up a course on how to be more organised and systematic. SIGH. Labels: forgettable Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 12:09 PM
Congrats, YOU! When  + adds up with  you'd get Cleo's 2007 Most Eligible Bachelor!!! Congratulations to YOU! Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 4:56 PM
Just Nothing At All Thought I'll just blog since it's the last Saturday of the holiday (not that there were many firsts anyway since it's only one week) and the future Saturdays ahead may not permit me to do so. And as you know, my fidelity for blogging still remains, unwavered all these time. So much for exaggeration. Hee. I am a bit fidgitive now and i guess trying to force myself to study seems futile now. Don't ask why. Penning down my thoughts here sounds more assuring to me instead! Well, I can officially kiss my holiday good bye( though it wasn't like a holiday in the first place). Once school starts, a hell lot of work will be awaiting me (yes, sad but true), and I guess forbearance would do a whole lot good for someone hopelessly lazy like me. Sulking is superfluous. It ain't good. Recently, I read in papers that some students with L1R4 15 can't get in the poly courses they want to cos the other students with a decent L1R5 cut-off points are fighting with them for these sacred places. Damn. Also, I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't seem to get any work done. It's all uncared for. Untouched. And I believed i'd emphazised on this once too many, time is seriously ticking away like nobody's business. Alas, it's the 76th day of the year!! How freaking fast is that! Let's not stay angry at myself. Find out the cause of it. So, how do you define happiness? For me, it is to be able to do what I want with no restraint from anyone, Sometimes in life, even the simplest and smallest thing can brighten up our day. Came across this, thought that it was interesting yet meaningful. 'A minute of anger means 60 seconds of happiness gone' Hehe. Let's enjoy what's left of the weekend cos it won't last long!! create your own imaginary space Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 4:34 PM
Not There, Not Here.  Let's not be sad. I hate to be sad. @ 12:55 AM
another day.. WENT OUT YESTERDAY. SHIT. IM GROWING UNCONQUERABLY TIRED ALREADY SO I'LL JUST POST UP PIXS! (X  smile  smile  smile  smile  smile  smile  smile  smile OH AND i need to do alot of unfinished work today. WISH ME LUCK. THANK YOU sometimes, i don't get you. Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 7:25 PM
THUMBS DOWN
Panic rose rapidly in me, i couldn't seem to find the co-ordinates and all. By that time, Syl was already done with hers and she offered to help me keep the apparatus. However, at that time, i was already losing concentration and was blinded by frustration , so a little unintentional nudge from her made me so fury. I swear I had never felt so pissed off with anything like that before in school, and it's because of something that was within my ability. You should have seen how I looked just now, so screwed up and almost ready to have big,hot fat tears pouring down my already scunched-up face. And I couldn't find my mechanical pencil at one point, that made my blood boiled more and it turned out that mr wong took my pencil all these while. Okay. So I managed to complete the task after like 1234678 hours after all . Phew. But it was indeed a bad experience! I wish I could be abstained from doing practicals permanently. I'm a loser. Yes, i remembered how i was mixing all sorts of different chemicals so ignorantly into a test tube just for the coloured effect and not following the lesson...but at least i did mused myself.. And thanks dad for his sweet sweet ribena drink! (= it was real sweet! Anyway, my holidays wasnt going as what I'd planned. Damn. I hate practicals. 'Kill two birds with one stone' You'll be the bird and fly away, I'll be the stone. Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 5:18 PM
Hello Gorgeous mmm.I'm feeling rather good now. It's a relatively warm and slacking sunday afternoon and Im sitted right in front of the comp, planning to idle the hours away and spoil myself silly though I dont know how. It's the start of the march 1 week holiday but it is as good as not having any. We have to back to school from monday to thursday without fail and darn i'll be screwing up the upcoming practicals i guess. But then again something is better than nothing so yeah, hello holidays! Anyway, let me relieve yesterday again... It was a rather busy yester-day as we were all over the place...  at vivo!  at Aloha! And..  at TPY library toilet! Okay, so as to show our support for dearest andy, we headed over to vivo city where the bachelor showcase event was held. Oh my, can you imagine this- Singapore's 50 most eligilble bachelors gathered there, up for grabs! Instinctively, I saw more than just a few pretty faces amongst them and they all seemed really friendly too. There were games played too, where girls went up stage and did the craziest thing you can think if with the guys, like giving a lap-dance. *whistle* And to the girl who did that, you go girl! I probably had died of embarrassment if i was the one up there. Thank god i wasnt, otherwise this post wouldnt exist.. Excitement was evident in our faces the whole time while we were there. And Awi got us, Andy was the reason why we were there, but we were too busily checking out the other guys as well. *coughCcough* tsk. =P * LOOK AT THIS! Bachelors on bed!  HEY GUYS, DONT FORGET THAT THIS IS A PUBLIC PLACE... ~Doing the lap dance!  his turn  her turn  heated action! ANDY ALERT!  I couldn't resist posting this..  awwwww.. jia insists that he looks like jerry yan.. well, maybe a little in this pix(: Actually we went to Aloha later on for Andy's belated birthday celebration. But i found that i really have nothing much to blog on it. No scintillating conversations with the trio or whatsoever.In fact, the whole atmosphere was a teeny bit weird. Anyway we did sort of entertained ourselves. And if you're wondering which bachelor sought mine, syl's and jia's attention(we were so gushing about him the whole time), it's him...  And what's candilicious is that i got to take a picture with him. Oh, im contented already. =) But sadly enough, I reckon this is gonna be my first and last time seeing him. Booohooo. )=  sometimes, we just don't realise it early enough... Labels: bachelors at vivo Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 8:10 AM
The email the following is an extract from Room One Nineteen by Luke Keioskie. e-female From: Cynthia Dahl <cynfulgirl@hotmail.com> To: Fanke Toliver <fameandfortune@email.com> Subject: back to school (sigh) Date: Mon, 29 July 2002 00:07:49 Hey Well I finally made it back to uni no thanks to you (heehee) that party you had last weekend was way too big for innocent little me (ps did you get that Swedish guys number????????) I've moved into my new place. it's cool our balcony overlooks the water..i don’t know how I’m suppose to concentrate on science with a view like that to look at all the time My new flatmates are nice (well the one I've seen is at least) gotta go fill you in more later Love ya cyn ________________________________ From: Cynthia Dahl <cynfulgirl@hotmail.com> To: Fanke Toliver <fameandfortune@email.com> Subject: crazy shit Date: Wed, 31 July 2002 00:08:51 Hey you I finally met my new flatmate Cassandra last night and what a crazy psycho bitch!!!!!!! She sleeps all day and doesn't come out of her room for any reason at all..the phone rang for her and I knocked on her door but she told me to fuck off (can you believe that??) but she finally came out at 8 and she was dressed in total back and she had on this hideous makeup that made her face all white..i made some crack about it and the other flatmate dave laughed but Cassandra gave me this bitchy stare..i think I'm gonna have to keep an eye on the bitch Uni is going well (I am all over the place) and I've got my eye on this boy is my cell biology lecture (he looks just like the guy from Buffy you know who I mean) so I'll let you know how it goes (hold me back girl!!!!!!!) gotta go write back soon cyn ________________________________ From: Cynthia Dahl <cynfulgirl@hotmail.com> To: Fanke Toliver <fameandfortune@email.com> Subject: oh my god Date: Sun, 4 Aug 2002 00:11:59 You wont believe what just happened to me..i had to rush over touni to send this email and its really late at night so I have to be quick..that bitch Cassandra came home and I was working on my metabolism assignment due in tomorrow (I know I cant believe we have an assignment already I'm freaking out!!!) and that freak Cassandra comes in and turns out the light on me!! I said what the fuck are you doing and she said shes having some people over for a party and I wasn't invited..can you believe that????? The nerve of that bitch to kick me out of my own lounge room so she and her sick friends can get together and have a depression session!!!! You should have seen some of these freaks Fam..none of them could ever get a boyfriend that's for sure I cant wait to get home and see what a mess they made of my house and I just know I'll be the one who has to clean it up Cyn ________________________________ From: Cynthia Dahl <cynfulgirl@hotmail.com> To: Fanke Toliver <fameandfortune@email.com> Subject: the sick bitch Date: Tue, 8 Aug 2002 00:10:29 Hey girlfriend Ive been talking to dave (my cool flatmate remember???) and he says cassandras been kicked out of the last few places she's lived in cause shes so weird and has all these strange little fetishes..he says she never comes out during the day and she only ever takes night classes which means she’s never gonna finish her degree (in whatever it is i don't even know) dave says she eats her meat like raw and never cooks it and she only drinks this weird wine she gets delivered by one of her freakshow friends Dave and I were talking about how to get rid of her and he said its not bad and I said it was and I eventually talked him round anyway its only a matter or time before cassandras out I gurantee it miss ya cyn girl ________________________________ From: Cynthia Dahl <cynfulgirl@hotmail.com> To: Fanke Toliver <fameandfortune@email.com> Subject: Date: Mon, 12 Aug 2002 00:10:29 Cant talk long..am late for lecture..can you send me your uncles phone number the one who is a priest..I need to talk to him about an assignment Love ya cyn ________________________________ From: Cynthia Dahl < To: Fanke Toliver <fameandfortune@email.com> Subject: Date: Tue, 13 Aug 2002 00:07:16 Haven't heard from you do you have the number????? I really need it Fam..i'll explain later ________________________________ From: Cynthia Dahl < To: Fanke Toliver <fameandfortune@email.com> Subject: trust me Date: Fri, 16 Aug 2002 00:09:03 Fam I don't know what your uncle told you but its not like that at all..i need you to trust me cause I don’t think I believe it myself (oh and by the way I can't believe your uncle laughed at me..that was way harsh) I cant tell you the full story yet but I will tell you that I accidentally (on purpose) went into cassandras room the other night when she was out..you should have seen the freaky stuff she had in there!!!! Upside- down crosses and those Egyptian symbols you see on necklaces you can buy in goth shops and the whole place was black like she had painted the walls and there was a curtain across the window to keep the light out I'm not gonna tell you what dave and I think cause you wont believe me but all you need to know now is that I’m handling it and pretty soon Cassandra wont be in the house any more ________________________________ From: Cynthia Dahl <cynfulgirl@hotmail.com> To: Fanke Toliver <fameandfortune@email.com> Subject: Date: Fri, 16 Aug 2002 00:09:12 okay i can't wait to tell you so I'll tell you right now you see I managed to get some of her blood.. when she came out the other night she accidentally cut herself on a knife when she was cutting a piece of steak and I managed to get some if it on a bandaid,,I took the blood to class and had a look at it under one of the big microscopes in the labs and it was the weirdest blood I'd ever seen I’m talking strange ..i gave it to my lecturer to look at and he says there’s something wrong with the white blood cells or something and whoever my friend is (which is the story I gave him so he wouldn't get suspicious-I'd never call Cassandra my friend for real!!!!!) whoever my friend is they should see a doctor cause it could be bad for them like a disease or something its gonna be bad all right like I said I need you to trust me Fam..dave and I are gonna sort it out tonight we've got some supplies like stakes and stuff and we’ve got all we need..that sick bitch that she is wont be bothering us any more that’s for sure crazy psycho sick bitch slut love ya cyn ________________________________ Transcript ends. Catalogue number 238960#37857890 Entered as People’s Exhibit C in the Commonwealth versus Cynthia Louise Dahl on the charges of Murder in the First Degree, Conspiracy to Commit Murder and Torture. Entered as People’s Exhibit F in the Commonwealth versus David Peter Mansfield on the charge of Accesory to Murder in First Degree, Conspiracy to Commit Murder, Manslaughter and Torture. Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 9:55 PM
RAINY DAY I am feeling exuberant right now cos its friday!!! Well, I am always happier on Fridays because there's still Saturday and Sunday. And fridays just gives me the excuse to slack knowing that there's no school the following days. The weeks seemed to have zoomed past as it's only one more week to the March Holidays. Things are fast pacing and I dont remember which monday was which and when I did this and that in school. And we are registering for the O level examination already but we are still rather nonchalant about the whole thing. Or perhaps we blanked it out, hoping that if we didnt think about it, it wouldn't seem so scary. On my part, I know that it isnt going to be some freaking horrible paper that will scar us for the rest of our little lifes if we start revising now and be consistent. 7 more months, that's what they say but factually, it's lesser than that. (Dangz. I suddenly feel my eyes begin to droop closed amd am literally fighting my head from bobbing back.Talk about exuberance and chirpiness.) oh yah. i sort of helped syl to do some stuff. I thought i did a rather good and decent job of it but she looked a bit sad when I was in the midst of it. But she said wasnt upset, hopefully that was really the case cos I would really feel remorseful if she isnt happy. And I think I ate really a lot of stuff today- Nasi Lemak, Fererro Roche+some other delights, Home-cooked food, half piece of nutella bread, mandarin oranges, 2 pineapple tarts and arghh.. I can't remember but the list still goes on...Im gonna be a fat pig soon if this goes on as well. But, I really really wanted to jog but the bad weather prevailed me. It has been like that since the start of the week (darn the rain) when I told myself I must jog at least twice a week. Hrmmpph. I rather the sun anytime over the rain. And besides andy who caught my eye on CLEO's EB(I wouldnt buy the mag if not for the fact that he's involved in it), I find this guy quite attractive.. wooops.wooops.wooops.*squeals in uncontrollable merriment* And it's Andy's bday tomorrow. So lame. Actually it's not lame. It's just that he's always a bit lame when you are conversing with him. Anyway, happy 27th Birthday, Hope you win the title for the most eligible bachelor! (= HEHE.
That's the picture of the day, to spice up things a little. (= ^Christopher Pua!!! Sleep. Eat. Xercise. That's the right way to go. Thursday, March 01, 2007 @ 7:40 PM
SLACK Nothing remotely interesting happened in school today so there isnt much to blog about. Had chem practical in lab and im totally hopeless in it. SIGHS. No point brooding over it, since this is always the case. And yipee it's friday again tomorrow! |
