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Monday, February 26, 2007 @ 7:57 PM
cute little thing Okay, for the past few days, i have been trying to stay positive always and i guess I’ve succeeded. Rejoice! Im trying to study with a right attitude and got myself into believing that it is fun! It is, seriously. Hah... Firstly , it really scares me to witness and personally experience how everything is moving at a superfast pace now, and I cant really afford to scribble away any more of the free and precious time i have on my hands now. Im learning time management in short. In class, people are still not seeing the light and not feeling the rush of the impending tornadO. Sadly, up to this point, teachers still have to drill some sense into us, yet to much dismay. Next, hah, this is 101% about school-related stuff! It has been ages ago since i had one teeny segment of the post that is about what's happening in school (cos school is SO boring to ME, what's there to blog man!). So, here goes the most recent update! issue01: (okay, shall deal with the more important stuff first...) NEW VP. Seriously shit, i hate that guy. He's grating on my nerves. Nevermind his English, Im talking about the way he's trying to control the student population. He behaves more like a DM, failed one obviously, and here he is, trying to throw his weight around-"Beattyians this is for your own good. You may not see the effect of this now(the movement of to-and-fro between the hall and classroom) but in the end it works. I've tried it and it has proven effective." Oh well, good luck and hope you suceeded in your flawless plan, VP NO II. issue02: I flunked two tests horribly. Am contemplating to reveal the 'amazing' score. Okay, it'll do just good for me to know and to take action against it. Ive heard not to tell others your trouble as 50% actually dont give a damn and the other half will just feel that thankful that that's not their problem. Enough said. And my recent math test is probably going to be a big hoo-haa too. issue03: Homeworking in school's library. Proved to be effective when your good friends are not by your side, only your good ol' sis with you. Oh, the peace and serenity of it all. Another tip, always welcome the acquaintances. They shut you up except for occasional questions. Just today, I was doing principles of accounts with Sylvia when someone came to sat with us. She was taking a math test and most of the time, silence hung around the table. We did our work diligently and managed to exchange a few words. It’s ironic how people tend to behave in spite of themselves in the presence of someone you aren’t familiar with yet at the same time, how easily you can voice out to that someone. Weird isn’t it. I think I’m also one of those who are clever to pretend and hide actually. issue04: Shucks! Temperature taking tomorrow..(Okay, this is probably how the VP managed to gather so much contempt from everyone towards him but all that aside.)Not a big deal too. See what I mean when I say school is superbly dull and uninteresting. And Sports heat 2 the following day. I think im the slowest anyway. Heh. Hope my shoes will be promising on that day. *vividly recalls a mortifying experience 4 years then*-one side of my shoe flew out literally and things were so awkward. *Shudders* I hope I don’t fall or drop the baton or whatever worst-case scenarios you can think of. Okay, im probably overreacting. Nothing will go wrong. YES. My little fingers are over exerted for now. Kind of need to catch some winks soon. Don’t laugh, it’s never to early to turn in for the night. And let’s see what’s for breakfast tomorrow….. Gone are the days of mutts and mittens. Hello Cabin. Wednesday, February 21, 2007 @ 12:59 PM
Different Meanings. Am currently reading the book- ROOM ONE NINTEEN by Luke Keioskie. Totally interesting. Previous one Shattering Glass was also thrilling and disturbing. * Here's one of the composition a guy in that story wrote: Name: James (SURNAME DELETED) Q4. DESCRIBE THE BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT YOU HAVE EVER RECEIVED. I was a birthday present, my mother once told me. I was a present for my sister, who really wanted a little sister but got me instead. My mother said she cried and cried and cried when I came along, she wanted a sister so much. They had to change the colours in the nursery when I was born. The walls were pink, with pink curtains and pink carpet. Even the cot was pink, my mother said. I don't think my sister was the only one who cried. I asked my mother if she wanted to have a girl, too. Then my sister called for her and I never heard the answer. Tuesday, February 20, 2007 @ 6:09 PM
CNY 07 Help. There's a mini lion dance troupe at my across-neighbour doorstep performing, doing the usual ritual. It is real noisy okay plus my mum's blender. argh. Okay, my expected chinese new year visiting wasnt as what i'd planned. I did get my goodies and ang paos but I guess I dont really like going around to visit relatives that I only see once in a year. They go bombarding you with questions like it's really of their concern and expect a proper answer from you. Worse is that they just go on asking, like a train that doesnt stop. Anyway, I had the decency to manage a reply or two, trying my best not to turn away. And I wonder, why is jaydon and shannon so evil? They can just go on hitting me and i really think they enjoyed it. Right, I said before that i'll post his picture up but I reckon he's better looking in person so I shall not do the favour of doing him injustice, gauging from the pictures i have of him on the camera. Later, some of my relatives are coming to my house as my mum is going to prepare a mini feast for them today. Another occasion i hate. Hurhur..wonder where to hide my face later... hahaz. there's probably those weird moments where the words are just stuck in the mouths and everyone is just pretending to look busy. At least, that's what I always pretend to be doing. ACT BUSY!! =p Not going to say much anymore but am just gonna post a few pictures before going off~ Saturday, February 17, 2007 @ 11:50 PM
i cant believe it... Secondly,Yes, I am actually very excited for tomorrow. Maybe there's no reason why but I feel that it has been a real long time since I last celebrated the CNY.(though it's just last year). Well, it's still too early to say anthing so let me take things a bit slower... And I am indeed very weary and am fighting to finish up this post, if not this post will probably cease to exist (cos i will surely get lazy the next day..) Went to Hougang mall to do some last minute shopping and omg it's freaky how you can just keep passing by the some stranger three times. Sadly, I didnt do much shopping at all except that I did spent $$ on snacks. I just can't resist the temptation plus it's on offer you know. Back at tampines, me and my whacky cousins took turns entertaining ourselves. To jaydon: "Do you like your face?" "No" he replies. "Why?" "Face every year also same, so boring. You get what I mean right?" came the cheeky reply. He arh... Mind you, he's rather good looking too. Shall post a picture of him soon since I'll be seeing him for the next few days. -- ![]() Passed by this... brought back little childhood memories and I reallllyy wanted to relieve it again but no it wasnt operated yet.. ![]() Now who in the world did this? ![]() We are the happy kids (= ![]() 'YAY!' proclaims shannon. * ![]() - Lastly,Okay, that's all for the day/night! SLEEEEEPTIME!!~ Thursday, February 15, 2007 @ 7:32 PM
CNY is just around the corner! ![]() * And finally, it’s Friday tomorrow. I hope everyone will enjoy themselves during this few days of break away from school/work and go out there and have a BLAST, treating yourself to those CNY goodies as well as experiencing for yourself the joy of hand-stretched money. Just like how cats leap to obtain their food provided by those hearts of gold sympathetic ladies. Yes. Long long rest before another insanely mad battle! HAHA. what crap am I uttering. Anyway, nevermind. I will try to have fun whilst visiting and hopefully, I wont get irritated by the questions some relatives ask. ahem. yes! I do sound a little too excited so pardon me. And once again- HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 7:22 PM
Bloody Shit Arghh.. I,um.. I think I am having a bit difficulty breathing. It's like something's pressing down on the chest and I really have to take massive breaths in order to breathe properly. It always happens. Stuff like this happens to me, not because I want to. I wonder if there's something wrong with me but then again I doubt so cos nothing usually happens after these encounters. Just something that comes and goes. Hopefully, that is the case. Today, I am going to just vent my frustrations here. It's not good to let hatred build up inside our body. What if, one day, the last of thousands of small things, tips the balance, or something totally massive that just blows up the circuits.Anyway, yes, I didnt like school today one bit, not a bit. I dont know why, but I just dont see the goodness of everthing/everyone around me. If there even is. I am not myself in school. Just some disguised fool that I pretend to be. I dont care actually what people think. The thing is, I really dont. but the irony of it is I let some of what they say affect my mood for the day. But at the end of the day, Im just going to let all this down and just move on cos there isnt much use brooding over all these unnecessary comments. Anyway, who knows what's right and not? Talk about acting guilty, I did nothing just now... I must've had a bloody great big flashing arrow pointing at me. How I idled the whole time away. Then again.. I can always start now. So yeah, see you around. Sunday, February 11, 2007 @ 5:42 PM
Feeling relaxed! helloOO! haha. i must have sound all cheery and positive right, with the OO. =D That's because ive just spent the warm and lazy Sunday afternoon staying put at my new couch drawing! Hey sharon, not bad for you. Although you've not touched on any of the stuff you are supposed to, you are at least trying to develop your artistic side(that's it if you have)! So what do u think? And triple yays cos the CNY is gonna be here real soon! Actually, Im baffled at why I am so happy too. well, it's better than nothing right? and you dont need a reason to be happy anyway! =p Sunday, February 04, 2007 @ 6:22 PM
Another Sunday gone... mood: still cheery music: Will you marry me today- David Tao feat Jolin Tsai (this song is sooo cute) I was proven right when I said yesterday will be one wasted day, but nevertheless it was fun-filled. Flag Day was so so, but the freaking thing was we had to wait for about 2hours for the freaking organisers to come. Anyway, I still went around enthusiastically asking for people to donate. tho some just pissed me off.(altho they must have thot the other way, but whatever). But mostly, singaporeans are still compassionate lar.. Later on, rewarded myself by having lunch at kfc! (= By the time I got home, I was feeling very weak. Wanted to sleep but was appalled at thought of over-sleeping. What's there to sleep anyway when I already had my 6hours of sleep yesterday and by just walking around toapayoh central? So, I just sat in front of the mirror and spaced out. All these happened when my energy level was still up... ![]() this really compliments my height.. go figure =p ![]() now showing... ? ![]() our new found friends...who apparently doesnt look quite like us... ![]() Dont bite me, Im just trying to be funny * Okay, time to get ready to leave the house! So I braced myself and headed to youth park with light foot steps though my heels were killing me. When we were at the traffic junction, ishi was already performing. Like a bunch of lunatics, we dashed across the road. Too bad he was almost done with his solo, which meant we missed most of it. Anyway, was really happy to see him and he looked really good. Hadnt seen him looking this cheerful in the longest time? Maybe... Next, jiajia, my sis and myself headed to chinatown. OMG! It was so buzzing with people doing CNY shopping and Chinese new year songs were filling the night air. Or rather the noise and the clatterings of passer-bys. So, we waded through the crowd with much difficulty and much pushing were involved in the process. Oh, yes, i kept my eyes peeled to the ground.. guess why? ... I wanted to see if I was lucky enough to find wad of notes somehow. Maybe, this is my lucky year, you know. yup, you see it's the year of pig that welcomes xiao zhu's arrival! Hey, reminds me that i will be able to see him real soon! Anyway, Im digressing so let's get back to the point... Orhhh..of course I wasnt so lucky, so I didnt went home richer, only poorer. but still happy! =) Had loads of fun spazzing, and cam- whoring again! We were pretty demanding to those kind souls who agreed to help us take photographs! Thanks again! Was really busy absorbing as much of the CNY atmosphere as I could. Once in a year kind of thing. Only when we thought of our dinner did we bear to leave the place. Hahaz, food's still more important. =p Back to that night..... ![]() Welcome to Chinatown! ![]() See..so many lanterns! ![]() but nothing beats the crowd ![]() spotted us yet? =p ![]() We are oh-so-enjoying ourselves! ![]() in the mall, there's a crowd too! spot the lion! ![]() just posing.. ![]() at attention. ![]() we are the next ambassadors for some travelling agency! ![]() Even when resting, we are smiling for the camera... ![]() um, the clothes, not us ![]() and truthfully, we still havent got enough of posing... Oh. now for the cold harsh reality- there's school tomorrow, and the rest of the days that follow, till weekend! GROANS! I will try my best to be happy throughout and keep my energy level high till i see xiao zhu! FINALLY, 2years((= SCHOOL's BAD. mortifying, murky, moving monday. chem test . physics test. history test.ss test. cca. Oh horror of horrors! nevermind. these are all the little distractions in life. I must not drift too far away.... ![]() you make me feel.... ^^ |