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skin by: Jane
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 10:46 PM
The Sudden Fear Of Losing You

Although it isnt quite the weekend or the term break yet, but yay! You just don’t know how happy I am to know that I don’t have to go to school tomorrow!

*squeals for excitement like a deranged woman*

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Not that school is a nightmare or anything, in fact, I think I am enjoying it. So many nice people around me, it’s hard to not feel loved =P Ah, talking about school, I had this short interview just now for the cya. And one of the cuter question they asked was ‘If you are selected, are you willing to pin up your fringe?’ Feels like back then when I was in sec schl, where ms pearly lim would often threatened me with life-threatening words if my fringe fell over my brows. But this is like so different, I will die to have my fringe pinned up then to not be selected. Hmmm. But then again, if I don’t get selected which I bet I wont, considering the fact that I answered the questions so lamely, I wont be too disappointed. Getting selected is just a bonus,and not getting doesn’t mean the end of the world. See, im like super positive these days!
Yes, Im going to be adventurous and try for SP adventure club too!

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And I felt closer to my cute friend today, next time I shall share with you my darkest secrets if I even have any and sorry for your ears if I do have cos they are probably so dead boring. Hee. And I think that you are a very strong person. =) you shall be my newest ‘idol’. muahahaha.
EDIT: yes. we love to wave! wheee! we were like frantically trying to locate sylvia in the auditorium and after much straining on the eyes and necks, we spotted her! And we WAVED like every few soconds! *beams*



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Alright, im going back to doing whatever I need to! Omg. Projects are just so fascinating. I can just look at them for hours. Yes, just stare at it. And i feel fat these days! Been eating too many sweeeeeeeeeeeeet stuff! But, i shall not give up! okay. im being ridiculous now. bye. it's going to be 12am. and my holiday is starting in 2 mins. good night. why does it feels like i am never gonna stop typing. yes. im stopping. okay. NIGHT! =)
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Sometimes, some words are better left unsaid.





Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 9:06 PM
I know I'm hot, but still....

I WISH I AM SOMEWHERE NEAR THE NORTH POLE NOW. OMG. Why is th weather so freaking bad! im like SoOoOoO perspiring like no one's business. And obviously, im sure which will be agreed by many, this thing call xin jing zi ran liang is a totally gimmick. grrrrrrr.
OH MY.Lectures and tutorials are mundane. Why do we actually pay thousands of dollars to the school to put ourselves through this misery?! *slaps self* stop spreading negaative Sharon, think long term.. yes. we study for the knowledge!! im like super positive x10000 now!
And im out of sorts today, even my dad commented lamely to me about my weird behaviour today. Maybe it's because i hadnt had a very good laugh these days and laughing hysterically a few hours ago during wujiahui's concert helped!
Dont remind me, I have like a ton of homework, and after getting home so late, I really need to get started like NOW. WAIT. Let me share with you something horrid. my bad habit is still stuck with me stubbornly. So..............



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Stolen thoughts during the off moments



Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 10:59 AM
Less Green Days

SOMETHING'S BOTHERING ME.
HOW HARD CAN IT BE TO STUDY?!?!?!
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and frankly, my answer will be an outright NO.
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I mean what's so tough about studying.. it's just hitting the books and scanning through notes and extracting stuff into my super empty brain. That's all, if you exclude staying focused and getting started.
See, but why do i find it to be such an uphill task? tsktsk.
I think something might be wrong with me. I just cant find any reasons to start my homework yet..at least not now. Well, maybe after lunch. im hopeless. and westlife's i'll be there is so awesome.
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aha.cute friend. you should seriously considering naming me your PRO(crastinaing) Friend!!
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just call my name, and i'll be there.



Thursday, April 24, 2008 @ 10:53 PM
my new aliens


Random post..

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^my lovely class.

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and my lovely friend...

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lesson of the day: Never ever sleep on the bus!

it was such horrid an experience for me on bus 105 two days ago. dont ask me why. bleh.

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because in the sky, red raindrops are falling...






Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 1:14 PM
A Solitary Affair

My whole new chance at life was not turning out as how i hoped. It's kind of easy to think that you'll be able to reinvent yourself, to change the course of your life with a single decision. But then you turn around and you are facing the same people, who look at you in the same way they always have. I'm doing my best to open up but it's hard when i dont even get the chance sometimes.
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I knew i wanted things to be different. Even sort of believed they could be diferent. But sonething happened as i walked down the hall that first morning of school. The first time i walked down that hallway of the school i was unfamiliar with. My first time as a freshman since four years ago. What happened was... nothing. Absoulutely nothing. I still felt very much like the same sharon of half year ago. And i began to wonder if anything was really going to change at all. Even thought it seems pointless to carry a thought for this, im going to. All day.
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A kind of strange i-dont-know-how-to-describe emotion had wrapped itself around me like a boa constrictor that threatened to choke me if i still dont get anything done though im not clearly sure if there's even something left for me to do. Guess i better start checking out of pure necessity.
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Oh and pretty soon, I've got an rather interesting(i dunno) assignment- which is to write an event that changed my life greatly. hmmmmmmmmmm......
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how's that when i love and hate you.



Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 8:56 AM
Friends For Life

mood:calm

listening to: random
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okay. this post goes out to each and everyone who has been my friend in bison! yay!


man. i really miss my holidays! where i get to utilise my free time by bonding with my bison warriors and the time that we often spent together be it doing what we love or those that we do just the sake of doing.*coughbrolecough*
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i seriously miss:

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^^dear friend dian,

helpful friend shafiqa,

my thinking friend mark,

cute friend ili,

high friend xueying,

wrong friend adam,

motherly friend corene,

daring and courageous friend winston,

the fatherly friend gerald

totally irresistably charming friend kenny =p
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OMG. BEST FRIEND ELAINE.
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I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT TO TYPE YOUR NAME BEFORE. TOTALLY UNINTENTIONAL! =))
so, to make it up, your name shall be of the biggest font! =P

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and of cos the rest too and not forgetting my guys..

wenhan,han cheng and yiling!


But im recently saddened by the fact that yiling has been ignoring me due to some trival matters.
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of course my real best friend justin, you are NOT missed at all by me cos i get to see you practically every school day!*flashes an evil grin* nevertheless i am thankful for that,justin!whenever im lost in school, you are always there to direct me!! haha*bows humbly*

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Thus i hope, we can have a reunion as soon as possible!!

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*drops a not so obvious hint*

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if u guys can,try to come down on this sat cos i will be there!!!!!!!!!!!!


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and did you not know that my school only starts at 1pm on friday?!*drops jaws to basement*grrrr. that's not healthy. i think i have nice classmates. DTRM05 is so gonna have fun together but there's always this slight possibility that i will end up a loner. =P
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ps.best friend justin, since you always feel so insecure, i shall give you this assurance that i will never not befriend you! =P

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i want more than you can give





Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 9:14 PM
By Your Side


Boo! i need to make a terrible announcement. my 6 months of pretty holiday is going to somewhere for another holiday, yet leaving me back in this realistic world. and it doesnt help that my monday timetable stinks. bah. i hope my new classmates are nice and friendly people, that would definitely spice things up a bit.
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everyone's nightmare!


mmm. think im gonna share a bit about the recent genting trip with kta!
it was fantabulous! i enjoyed every single minute of it except the part where people were just smoking right under my nose. i mean genting is indeed a nice tourist attraction but i think they should do something about the smoking part. ah well..
Anyway,i think i was brave enough to sit for all the rides. The 15th storey space shot, where mr jo cursed like no one's business, corkscrew, superman and blah blah. i personally feel that the superman one was the most terrifying. Im amazed at myself, i could perspire even from walking at a mere temperature of 17degrees C.




off we go!

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And my roommates, zi hui and hobby from taurus, are damn nice!! many miscommunication but heh we still got along more than fine! i seriously cant dream of better roomates than them. Of cos, my bison mates were the best! =P and mark bought a box of RM69.90 chocolates for all's consumption!

waiting.

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with ms jasmine.
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and the food there was yummy. there was this Rm54 buffet where we can eat all we want. um. im being daft. obviously a buffet means u can stuff yourself for all i care. and i particularly enjoyed the desserts! wheee!



with the fatherly figure he wants to be!

AND TO MY BEST FRIEND!u know who im talking about! LETS GO FOR THE NEXT TRIP TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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wheee! i actually feel so motivated to wake up at 530 tmr!!! now, when was the last time i ever woke up when the sky is still dark? And thus said im gona sleep by 11 tonight!*hooks pinky*

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then there's time u look at me, as though im all that you can see..



Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 10:44 AM
Carry My Wish.

BOO!

im tired. but happy.

sing with me~

i really felt at ease the past few days. Maybe that's really the kind of lifestyle i want. the slacker kind. heh. but then again NOPE.

i want to be different from the rest of the teens that i know. But maybe it's really nice to take things slowly at times and just enjoy doing what we like. Which is to hang out with some of my favourite people.

You wouldnt believe this, me, syl and best friend played catching just now at the playground, like some little kids. but it was damn fun, to the person who we had been trying to catch for about 10mins, you're good but we know how to tire you okay! And we were soaked to the skin and my pretty sandals got into some deep shit(mud) just now, no thanks to your safe path that u guided!

hee..and finally met up with damien after like so many light years! Could not stop smiling okay! And it was definitely fascinating for us to witness your upteen glory in the arcade! =P and my cute friend, your hair doesnt so look like alien! :)


hoho. managed to dig this pix out from somewhere. =P



and yesterday, out with dearest mr kenny, haha, missed spending quality time with him!!
I will remember what you said yesterday and use it as a motivation to fight harder! and jiayou for your driving test on the 10th.. haha tho i know u wont even read this cos u dont even know that my blog exists . lalala
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suddenly. i find joy at even the simplest matter.