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Just me.  Other days, I am.
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Saturday, December 30, 2006 @ 10:37 AM
Living in a world of lies... When I woke up this morning, the sun was brightly shinning and now it still is. Oh.how i miss this kind of weather. Lately, it had been just raining continuously where there were frequent downpours throughout the country. Sometimes, it just dampens my spirit and i just sit around, refusing to do anything. Well, im feeling ALOT right now. happy and sad at the same time. There's always one point of time where i think a lot, about what's going on in my life and those around me. It's weird how everyone feels differently, or some so indifferent, about the things revolving around and how it affects them. I often thought that since life is short, why not just smile everyday and live on happily. But sometimes, it is tiring to plaster the smile on our faces and deceive ourselves. I've been lying to myself all these while. I dont preach what i say and I go on like that everyday. It's like I ponder hard on the stuff that i havent done, but still I dont get about doing it. Really hate myself alot for this point. Everything's so deceitful and fake. Actually, Im doubting everything that's in my life but im so ever glad that there's my sister and family though Im pretty sure that they(mum,dad) dont really know what's really going on in my life. While the rest around me, I dont know what they think about me or if they even bothers. Sadly, I dont really care too for I only exist in my own little world. I dont even know what's my purpose of life... On a lighter note, the new year is arriving and let's welcome it graciously.(or, is everyone just pretending?) Tomorrow, I will be going to downtowneast for the countdown party. Hopefully, my spirits will lighten up, with the help of those around me and myself. Seriously, I really hate posts like this, where the tension is hanging like thick clouds in the dark sky..and this is actually one of the stuff i rarely post about but i am really glad to have done it. Not that it is strongly encouraged though. Hopefully, I won't have such posts again and cut me some slack if i do. Maybe someday I will actually have a goal in life... Yes, I am sure that tomorrow will be a better, better day! (I can picture the sun shinning again, everyone smilling blissfully, watching the most fabulous performances, while the year closes into a perfect ending) =D So, Take care, y'all! and thanks for those who actually cared for me! Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 3:19 PM
Okay, Sharon has finally resurfaced on this earth. Last few weeks, she was busy shunning herself away from the rest of the world- it was a blur anyway. Now she's left with three more days of year 2006. Oh! why do time always go by so unknowingly? So, within three weeks of MIA, she went on a trip to melaka, went down milk's autograph session, attented psc nite live show (omg! SOUL~), and did nothing except to enjoy her holidays and live life to the fullest. which was basically staying at home most of the time. Hah, what a joke! And let me reiterate that she dreads going to school. Oh, but she hadnt had much choice, has she? Double sighs. Too bad for her, i guess. Life's like that, you dont always get to do what you want to. Anyway her whole holiday was so much fun without any particular reasons. Just that she was basically happy throughout! Even without her computer for the past few weeks. But now she's just gonna post some pictures that were stuck in my cam for weeks. But she wonders where all her pictures during the malaysia trip went to... (the bin most probably?) But anyway yay, her memory card is finally cleared and the pictures are totally random. .. Milk's autograph session...   Actually, there were more pixs but she couldnt be bothered to edit/resize them. Anyway, something is better than nothing.. =p  She decided to post this cos it's RED lor... =)  Hee.And this is random too. And. She's gonna blog a list for what she had done in this year soon. So watch this space! |