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skin by: Jane
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 2:22 AM
memories 4 life

(ps.this is so yesterday)
Im SOOOO tired! forget about the part that my feet were killing me from all the walking, plus i was wearing heels.
(It was a hell long walk from cityhall mrt all they way to marina promeade you know!)
Anyway am gonna blog to update about ishi's bday gathering cos this is something i want to remember forever... (=

It's finally over.

This day. (yep,maybe i should say yesterday). It's like a picture. When you're far away from it, the object appears all blurry, and as you zoom in, the object gets clearer..So yep, the days of counting are over and now we have to wait for the next gathereing which they say there will be hopefully by end of the year. Yipee!

By the time we reached, 4/5 soul was already there. (alfred couldnt make it cos it seemed that he was training some police dog in cck?)
There were pretty much of us there and we all stood around in our cliques...suddenly strange, everyone seems so shy. All backs facing them. Hah.and syl said i looked spooked ytd..

Anyway, ishi looked good, definitely much better and happier from the last time we saw him. But his eye bag was kinda swollen? so he wore shades initially. (=
It was good to see/hear/chat with/take pictures of/with all of them again and for like 4hrs+ where you could almost feel idle just looking at them..
The location was rather ghostly as it was rather dark but there were many joggers jogging along the path(which remind me of my last jog which was quite a few days ago), furthermore it was SOUL's favourite hangout. =p

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cool? even his shirt has his name...

Actually, i dont know how to go on narrating the rest of the events....
so like usual, sharon will let the pictures do some talking (=

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everything's a blur...

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As the sky gradually darkens.... ishi looks fiercer...

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..while justis looks like he's the boss? hah

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yeah.smiles~
ah ah,justis the story teller. Endless stuff to share but a pity i didnt get much chance to hear em..

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we look weird. 0_0
Ishi's a very nice person. haha. like his laughter and the way he walks is very cute... like a donald duck munching on food. =p
Oh.Jia wanted to take a pix of him and then she forgot to turned on the flash. Then ishi was like 'EEEEEEE.mei you flash!'

For me,I couldnt find any stuff to talk to him so i went..
'Ishi, i want to talk to you'
All of sudden, he was like so serious and stepped closer,
'shen me?'
'but i dont know what to.'
'CHEY'
haha. but he even came over earlier to apologise for making us come down StdW the other time when it wasnt even his fault..

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The yummiest looking cake ever...
mmmmm~

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Ishi's getting ready while everyone begins to sings a birthday
song for him...

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goofing around...

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making a wish...

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blowing the candles...

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cutting the cake...
no,i meant an attempt at trying to...

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oops.. wrong move...i forgot to remove the candles...

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wait..before that, let me admire my cake first...
*gazes fondly at cake*

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uh oh.. i am having some trouble with this...

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superman to the rescue!
'let me take over, man'.

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'watch me, the pro cake-cutter!'
i cant deny, Awi's sure doing a superb job..

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'want some cake?'

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silly bunch of people.. (=

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look up.it's the tall people!

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awww. hugs (but no kisses)... =p

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what can i say. HAHAHAHA

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poor alfred is reduced to a bottle of miranda.

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yeah! The gentle giant.

Really had a nice talk with awi and now finds that talking to him isnt that scary. It was rather enjoyable actually, my first time actually striking a conversation with him. Jia,steph,syl,amanda and me took turn asking questions. It was like him having a press conference and after posing him all kind of questions.. personal, serious,lame, senseless questions, i think becoming a reporter is actually fun. Then of course, awi's the nicest guy around, making questioning easier. I cant say same for other artises who just appear uninterested and looking bored all the time while being interviewed.

When I asked him if he would ever feel tired from having to entertain fans/take photos/autograph..ect cetra..He just smiled and say, 'I wouldn't say it's tiring, it's heart-warming'. I could not sense any fakeness in his tone and now i understand why they say awi's the nicest guy in SOUL.
And,yes, his memory is rather good but short-termed. =p

This wraps up my night for the day. Does this even makes sense?
Anyway,I felt relatively happy yesterday! though im sure Ishi is even happier going home with his truckload of presents! (=

ps.Hopefully, the police boy will make it for the next gathering, holding justis words....



Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 9:55 PM
nothingness



yes, ive finally been to vivo city yesterday with dear mel and sis. Wasnt really enjoying myself there so we made ourselves scarce within half an hour. I know it's really huge and stuff but i dont find it people-friendly and there's this feeling of emptiness while aimlessly browsing around.

Went to play with jaydon + shannon earlier on in the day. I was lucky to make it back home in one piece.. (they are total lunatics! dont get the idea that im badmouthing them or anything, it's just that they are so unpredictable but i guess they are still cute.) And i hate the dog there and im sure it hates me too..

It's friday today and the short weekend is here. Now that it's the holidays, I dont really treasure my weekends like how i did when the holidays hasnt started. Typical of people, i guess. And Monday is coming!!!!!!!!! Ishi's birthday gathering! Im really looking forward to it. Hope it turns out fine. (= (or better)

yes! im now watching this...

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okay.this was like few years back but there's still loads of kunda (he's the lead actor in it) and much lame stuff to laugh bout.. so yeah, i have about 50++ hrs to finish watching the remaining 15episodes! (= this is cool, chionging to watch your fav guy and not feel stressed... =p

.and time seems to fly by as if days merged into hours.....



Monday, November 20, 2006 @ 1:22 PM
birthday greetings~

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Sunday, November 19, 2006 @ 12:49 PM
mega bored

it has been a long time since im blogging just to say that i am mega bored! Nothing much to do at home, needless to say, studying does not appeal to me at all. Now i am just wasting my time...Blogging isnt much fun these days too when nothing interesting goes on in my life. I guess i shouldnt be complaining that much since it's the holidays tho...
...... ..... .....!
will blog if anything happens soon!



Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 3:01 PM
IS HIGH

When I started this blog, I was going to blog religiously in you everyday, but somedays nothing worth writing happens and other days I am too busy, too bored or too angry or too annoyed, or just too me to do anything i dont have to. I know I havent been blogging for about a week because nothing of interest happened. So finally, I have like something to blog....
Nearly cried yestderday after seeing 'ishigh. I dont know why these strange feelings are sweeping over me these days when i see him. HAHA. he looked fairly shocked to see me and via there. what a cute expression. He looked good but there was something sad in him? I guess all that about his past got into my head real badly. I think i am kinda emo these days and i dont know why i am. Seriously, i gotta change my whole mindset and probaby do a bit more thinking here and there. This wasnt the first time i felt this way. Yep, so we sort of helped to celebrate his (advanced) birthday. Only the 8 of us.(tho his students were just looking curiously). He didnt want us to sing for him a birthday song though and just made a wish before blowing the candles. Dont know how he felt bout the whole thing. Hah. we didnt join his dancing class so we briefly passed the "document" to him and left. Before leaving, I waved a bye to him while he was already preparing himself for the lesson and quite luckily, he saw and waved back too, peering against the glass window to see. That's about it. It was quite fun meeting him still, even for a brief 15 minutes. And I guess LL must be overjoyed as her birthday falls on a wednesday this year! (= 11more days to seeing him! ((=

Oh yeah! I have to say this....
I AM LOVING MY HOLIDAYS!
I don't have to go back to freaking school every day and see the same sick faces, follow the dumb school rules, attending the same dumb lessons the same dumb teachers are teaching everyday. oh! joy and happiness and elation!
When school reopens next year though, I resolve to change for the better. After school, I will head home straight and start on my intensive study plan. So damn the extra lesson/remedials and esp CCA that begins after school! And after exams, I will sit in one corner instead of playing board games or doing silly stuff or whatsoever, writing chinese poetry. OKAY. im so exaggarating. maybe not to that extent. HAH. Main point is i will have to work super hard and get a decent cut-off point for my Os. How dreadful. =/ I dont know if i can practice what i preach. Oh please, help me be strong and consistent! THANKS!!!

Anyway am going to dine out later in celebration of grandma's and cousin's birthday. November seems to have many bday celebrations going on. I am excited for the feast?! Hmmm.... Ummmm....



Saturday, November 11, 2006 @ 9:31 PM
ABOUT MYSELF!

Write about yourself in 1000 words or more…

ABOUT MYSELF

Hello to whoever (who ever) who luckily (though I don’t know how lucky you can get)and, coincidentally happens to read this. I am going to rattle about myself, obviously in a rather not so nice manner. I am not so proud by the way to go on about my angelic self, which apparently last I’ve checked was NIL. So that just leaves me and my flaws. I am really STUPID. Nah, this is not any white lie and it is absolutely nothing but the truth. I don’t mean the result of my laziness that led to my stupidity. Perhaps I was already born like that. Yah, I take REAL long to learn new stuff, like 59876876 years to make a flower made up of raffia string. And at the end of it, the flower was not actually becoming like a fully-bloomed flower but a fallen leaf instead. And talking about my LAB experiences for BIO SPA is enough to break me down. All went horribly wrong and the traitor (teacher-in-charge) is probably enjoying every second of seeing my face twisted in utter confusion, and palms breaking out in cold sweat. At times, I tell myself, if my classmates can do it, I’m no exception either. But most of the times, self-deceiving is pretty common in my case. Ta~da. I HAVE NO TALENTS TO BOAST OF. I’m a flop when it comes to playing any musical instruments. I don’t have the sporty genes in me (only that I have hyperactive sweat glands). I do jog though. Friends around me think that I’m artistic. They are always saying “At least you can be an artist when you grow up.” Hello?! At most, I just scribble/ doodle/ waste my pen ink more they you do. Come to think of it, I don’t have any trademark drawing. Even my 6 years old cousin is famous for her hello-kitty drawing. The only object which comes close is a tree. THAT’S IT. A pathetic looking tree which doesn’t even have any expression to be called pathetic looking or whatsoever. HAH. I DO tell lies, but not that often. A rather not so glamorous thing to share here. For English EOY Paper 1which consisted of the composition, I chose the topic on “WHAT QUALITIES WILL YOU LOOK FOR IN A LIFE PARTNER?” Classmates asked my choice and I said the one on “WRITE ABOUT AN OCCASION YOU FAILED TO DO THE RIGHT THING WHICH LED TO SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES”! I was feeling rather embarrassed on doing that topic that resulted me in saying the latter. Yep. IM A FREAK! AND I AM GETTING TIRED ON ELABORATING ON EACH POINT. SO IM GONNA BE MORE BRIEF! (since when is Sharon not lazy?!?!) THANKS ARH. SHARON WILL CONTINUE SO DO(n’t) NOT WORRY.

Yes. Here’s the continuation that you’ve been waiting for.

IM NOT NICE. I LOOK AVERAGE. I DON’T HAVE ANY FEATURES THAT IM PROUD OF. IM SMALL (as in I don’t seem to grow any taller since from don’t know when?!). I LIKE TO EAT. BUT I ALWAYS REGRET AFTER I EAT. IM LAME ( though I still walk perfectly STRAIGHT). IM QUIET (though my screams still erupt every now and then). IM EASILY EMBARRASED (by some soul =P). IM BORED EASILY. IM A COMPUTER FREAK. I DISLIKE COPYING.=P IM A FAN OF IDOLS LIKE ENERGY/JAY/LEEHOM/SHOW/SOUL. IM A LOYAL VIEWER OF YULEBAIFENBAI. I LOVE THE HANDSOME XIEKUNDA! I WONDER IF I’LL STILL FIND HIM AS SHUAI 5 ODD YEARS DOWN THE ROAD. I AM NOT VAIN (though people say I am?). I JUST TAKE CARE OF HOW I LOOK. IM EASILY CONTENTED. IM ALWAYS COMPLAINING. IM A CONTRADICTOR. IM LUCKY TO HAVE A TWIN. IM LOVING HER. HAHA! I HATE HER A LOT THOUGH, SOMETIMES… SHE’S A WEIRDO LIKE ME. EXCEPT I DON’T REQUIRE LARGE USAGE OF WATER/TISSUE(TOILET) PAPERS/ CORRECTION TAPES/ INKS/ETC CETERA. HMMM… THE ONLY THING I WASTE MORE THAN HER IS TIME! DAMN. I’M BITCHY ONCE IN A WHILE. IM A BAD DAUGHTER. I’M UNREASONABLE AT TIMES. IM NOT SPOILT (at least I don’t think so). I’M HAPPY BEING ABLE TO LEAD A SIMPLE LIFE. BUT I GUESS I DO THINK A LOT TOO. I’M ALWAYS LAUGHING. I’M ALWAYS FROWNING. I HATE ZHANGSHUWEI. IM A GOOD GIRL (meaning not under bad influence ((though I’m pretty good friends with some of them)) and peer pressure). IM A HOMELY PERSON. I LOVE MY ROOM. THOUGH IT’S NOTHING MUCH, REALLY. I’M VERY KIASU ( though I can’t beat my friend’s record of queuing the earliest for some events ((around 6+++am you know, HOW TO BEAT?!)). THIS BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT POINT. I TAKE REALLY, REALLY LONG TO LEAVE THE HOUSE. LIKE I SAID, I WANT TO LOOK GOOD. WHO DOESN’T? I’M NOT AS SHY AS BEFORE, BUT STILL AM. HAHA. SOUNDS SENSELESS? I’M EASY-GOING (“anything lar”) IM ALWAYS COTEMPLATING WHETHER TO GO OUT. IM UNCOMFORTABLE WITH STRANGERS (who isn’t?) IM TIMID. IM TRYING MY BEST TO SMILE (like JT =D). I FEEL STRESSED ALL THE TIME (like JT? Again). I LOVE SHAGUA (heheh.) IM ALWAYS CREATING TROUBLE. IM A SCHOOL-HATER. IM ANTI-SOCIAL BUT I DON’T ANTI-SOCIALIZE. IM ALWAYS COMPLAINING AND HATING. IM FUN SOMETIMES. I SELL FISH AT TIMES. IM CRAZY. IS THAT AN UNDERSTATEMENT?! IM ALWAYS REGRETTING AND FRETTING. OMG. FRED. TPY. I ALWAYS HAVE FUNNY DREAMS (picture ISHI as a sweeper?! EWW.) MY DIET PLAN HAS NEVER SUCCEEDED (sadly, my jogging plan too, nowadays, at least) IM STARTING TO UNDERSTAND THAT EATING IS SUCH A JOY AND WOOHOO! I LOVE FOODDDD! IM A HOPELESS SLACKER. IM FAKE AT TIMES. IM SCREWED. IM BASICALLY A LITTLE OF YOU BUT DEFINITELY MORE OF MYSELF. IN CASE YOU MISSED THE “OH-WHEN-IS-SHARON-NOT-LAZY” PART, GENTLEMEN AND LADIES, MY NAME IS SHARON. SPELT AS S-H-A-R-O-N!!!!!! (MY NAME IS VERY COMMON, I KNOW, I KNOW. =/) ((NOT LIKE YUTAKI/ISHI/SHINYA/MISAKI/ETC CETERA))




Let me DO THE WORD COUNT NOW! QI DAI! OKAY, IT’S NOT YET 1000 WORDS. DAMN.

OKAY. IT IS NOW. PHEW.


(ONETHOUSANDANDSE7ENWORDSTOBEPRECISETHANKYOUONCEAGAINBYEBYE)



Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 12:05 AM
WEIRD FEELINGS...

it's over! the long waited concert is finally over yesterday(041106) and it was TOP. haha. i dont feel like going on bout it but it was super Fantabulous and it helped that it did not rain! (=

Caught them in the bus!

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alfred's acting real cute!

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ISHI!!!!

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together! (=


hmmm..went down to cine today for a roadshow which had soul as one of their performers.
We got to stand real close to watch them perform! The feeling was not really very good actually. hmmm. but anyway i guess this is my last time watching them perform for the year. (omg!!it's the big fat O next year!!) Sniffs.
Afterwhich which we went back to Mediacorp. It wasnt that fun anyway. The feeling seems to be rather different from the previous times we were there.. It's not as magical somehow. Damn. feelings do fade quite easily. but maybe ishi's gathering will help... =D Right now, i still dont feel excited at all.. Hmmm.... Alfred left pretty early cos his dad was already waiting but he was still quite friendly and sweaty! (= heehee. I really am NOT photogenic..
Ishi left shortly after that. He looked kinda sad, not exactly in the best of mood. Seeing the sad ishi makes me feel so sad, felt like crying too. Tears were already forming in my eyes but i guess it'd be really embarassing to cry in front of SOUL and other fans without any specific reason or if there was, it'll be"Seeing ishi makes me feel like crying". I'll be just labelled as a emo kid. It was a really weird feeling then. Anyway, hope he feels happier soon. (=
Justis was so nice and he was like so appreciative of our letter, awi too luh, though he appeared looking a bit shock. (= Hah. Again, waiting for Andy is SOOOO fun! (=

It has been a while since i blogged about these little details. So i guess it wouldnt be that boring for now. Anyway, take care, people! (=

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