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Just me.  Other days, I am.
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 8:42 PM
If I were down, would you be there for me... There's always this time. where i feel so disgusted at myself. that i don't know how to help myself. get out from the sorry state i'm in. i followed to fail. I decided and it was just the end product i deserved. sorry for all these shitzx%# stuff again. i just need to let it all out, i'd burst if you just sit right next to me again and say all those words that makes no sense to me anymore. - - holidays? i can only give you a slight smile. everyday is sick going back to school again. yes. it's for our own sake. thank you for that. i need to cheer up, otherwise i'll only be a miserable little kid. retail therapy? perhaps. (; - my invisible shadow stood right next to me. Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 9:57 PM
There was a time... -  - good night, and pray that bad dreams go away. Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 8:01 PM
Report Cards? If mid year results were the criteria I would be in deep frigging dung Unwelcomed grades Stinging tears World-weary sigh Holiday flew away Leaving a pile of uncleared mess. Incessant. Covering me in a matter of time. Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 1:54 PM
No Reason at all 10 Reasons Why I Shouldn't Be Going to RavED. 1. It is (sadly) in the midst of the MYE. 2. Mrs Hariddas will be darn horrified upon seeing my (awful)results if i don't spend the weekend wisely to study my texts. 3. I want to do decently for this history paper for once. 4. I have not started revising for history. 5. I do not have a decent red tee that is suitable for activities in the park. 6. I have not bought gift for the birthday boy and don't know what to get. 7. Don't remind me of the long and overdue gift for his dearest friend. 8. Maybe his two friends are the one i'd expected afterall. 9. ??????????? I don't want to see everyone. (oh no.what's with me?) 10. I will feel like SHIT the next day. (confirmed and proven before) though a small part of me feel the otherwise. My face flushed tears poked my eyes, scar tissue twisted my heart, wrapped itself around arteries, closed tight around my jugular. I coughed pain. no. you wouldn't understand how i feel at all. |