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Just me.  Other days, I am.
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Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 1:59 PM
Password. Lately, whenever anyone asks me about my plans for the weekends, without fail, my answer will be a stay at home. Im feeling terribly bored of it already! It has been the longest time since I actually went out on a weekend, be it just to window shop or catcha movie. I know I have been missing out quite a bit on entertainment, well I guess I'm able to make up for it during the term break. =D OMG. COME FASTER! HOLIDAYS! In case you've not noticed, this is a pretty senseless, out of nowhere post, pardon me. I'm feeling strange and listless today. Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 10:54 AM
Like in wafer cookies with a sweet filling.  I just barely woke up and I'm finding difficulty trying to keep my eyes opened. This is purely cos I am attempting to understand macroeconomics, in vain. Why is it that I am completely clueless as to even do a simple calculation on the stupid thing. A Full Circle. Im once again stuck on this same topic after thinking that I narrowly escaped from having to prepare for this tutorial the previous week. This isn't heaven ,but oh well thank goodness it's the weekends. I LOVE SATURDAYS BEST. Projects are all having big 'WARNING' signs. Exams are so close I can just feel it anytime. And it doesn't help i have to make up for my CIP. -screams and shouts- I wonder why things are the way they are. In any way, you're the only understanding I want. Enough ramblings. Few more hours of battling with econs. =O - - - Get lost. Getting lost. Gotten Lost. Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 8:15 PM
Blessed Illusion. At 630pm, I was contemplating whether to blog and came to a conclusion that I should use the time to study instead. Last check, 2 hours has swiftly passed by and I'm still not getting started on any school work. Well, I shall start by 837, I promise. And I'm going to do what I do best- blog and RANT, since I realised I don't really vent my frustrations to anyone in the face. Yes, the joy of doing pth tutorials NOT. The stupid lazy feeling is coming over me once again and hence I can almost predict that I wont touch that freaking tutorial which so coincidentally is tutorial 9! Do I have something against all the tutorial 9s or something? Anyway, in a spur of madness (plus after receiving valuable feedback from someone that I should have my hair cut since it is damn long =O) , I headed down to visit my hairdresser and tada, you'd probably have known what's next. School today was crazy as the girls and me mini-explored the other part of the school. SP has turtles, many of them, plus sick fishes. And Minsi was absolutely fascinated by the mini fountain??(well, let's just say it is just a decor) outside the auditorium and keeps insisting that she wants to wash her feet. So funnnny. And I think I'm ready to study econs now. byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye and im feeling drowsy already. =( - - When the flowers gaze at you. Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 10:29 PM
Words Can't Say.  * No special reason, but this is my fave picture of all taken on cruise. Shall drag myself to bed now. I shan't think anymore. - 12 - - - Fighting the torrent of emotions. Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 4:13 PM
Keeping Your Smiles. Suddenly, I have this sudden motivation to blog and this is going to be a very serious post, I reckon. Anyway, before I go into serious stuff proper, I just checked my exams schedule a minute ago and well, the various dates for the different papers are kinda off but i should be really grateul that i'll have 7 good days to study econs! My pth, accounts and econs paper are on the 19th, 20th and 27th respectively. Oops. And thanks to shuiyu's kind gentle reminder, Ive discovered that we have EC exams on week 18, day unknown. Yes, like I've mentioned to yiqi, I really can't wait for the exams though I'm pretty sure I wouldnt have to wait for long before it's near. Call me insane if you want but if the exams doesn't get to us, then holidays wont either. That's the most positive thought I can think of at the moment. =) Anyway, a few days back, I was jokingly grumbling to favperson that I did not have any talents or whatsoever except making him happy with my kinda dumb replies. Okay, i know this sounds lame but we'll send really silly smses to each other on random days and the replies I get will have some sort of brightening-my-day effect. Yes, so I was rambling about how talentless I was and he said he could come out a whole list of talents I have. So he did and one of then included hardworking and instinctively, I went, me? hardwoking? is so not true. And the reply back was- THEN YOU GOTTA PUT IN EFFORT AND MAKE IT TRUE. =) Also, doesn't this sound familiar? =P Success will never lower its standards to accomodate us. We ourselves will have to raise our standards to acheive it. yes. isnt that encouraging? I am so gonna study everyday. Thus said, I may have to break the promise that I'm holding on to right now though the heart says otherwise. Im sure syl agrees fully with me on that too. =( - - Would I have done it differently? Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 2:22 PM
Honestly, I'll never hurt you. YAY! IT'S FRIDAY TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! HAHA. such fake excitement. I am more or less done with stats revision, or you can say I had enough of it. Can't imagine how i will fare for the paper but im never too bothered anyway. Finally done with the stupid ppt assignment, oh yay. HAHA. but I think I am in a pretty good mood now cos of my yummy macgriddles meal earlier on and some random event which happened this morning. I made a promise today to my favourite person. We shall meet up real soon and catch the dark knight?! =) More significantly, today's sinling aka my bestest best friend aka little girl's birthday! I have not sms-ed to wish her or to ask her out yet, let alone prepare her gift, such a lousy friend i am. Anyway, she's one of my nicest & sweetest friend(after me HAHAHA) and i love her guilibilty and her generousity. LG!Hope you'll see this so you can praise me the next time round! =P Many rough moments we went through together and more importantly we had each other during the dreadful secondary school days plus the very stressful O level period! Sounds very much like we were being ostracised by the rest. nope, we choose to stick only to ourselves. Gone were those days where we would worry for each other and look out for one another and trying to give each other solutions whenever the need arosed. Never forgetting the days where we went shopping and wore our huge shades in the malls, where we'd always mumble and grumble when it poured after school and we only had an umbrella and when you specially baked for us yummy cookies on our birthday. And to think we had the cheek to skip school when you were waiting eagerly to pass us your full-of-thoughts gift on the very day itself. Sorry for always pushing our 'dates' to a later date when you called to asked us out. September, I promise, we shall get together! I want to do so many things with you all over again! Stay KPH- kind,pretty and happy! tons of loves and misses.  MEMORIES THAT WILL BE ETCHED FOREVER. - And the sweetest little girl replied back a message with sweetness filled to the brim. Here's what it says- To my two dearest darling(referring to me and syl), thankyeww. Im so so happy to receive your msg. You know what? I've been waiting for your msg since morning:'( haha. my best gift luh. BFF ;D Time starts to pass before you know it. I think I need to do some last minute studying again. Better safe than sorrry. I know im contradicting my above sentences. =O - - many wrong notices and signs. - - Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 11:23 PM
Never too hard to say. R A N D O M yiqi says (11:21 PM): ah yiqi says (11:21 PM): still yiqi says (11:21 PM): you hv the nice nice aura around you sharon says (11:21 PM): i think i exude a WEAKLY aura, more likely hahahhaa yiqi says (11:21 PM): LOL. yiqi says (11:21 PM): nt weakly la. yiqi says (11:22 PM): we all agree tht you are a sweet person totally incapable of words tht only i can produce yiqi says (11:22 PM): hahaha - YIQI, ah yiqi, what were you trying to say!! hahahahaha! YAY. i am so excited and enthusiastic that i have night class tomorrow. Why in the hell are we sitting for our stats paper at night! (okay im exaggerating but 5smthg is still rather late!) I am pleased to announce that my studying for stats is going nowhere. I am still resenting the fact that we have to put ourselves through the misery of studying for the exact same topics again! omggg. Now it's really late, I shall get lost in my dreams! L - maybe i shouldn't. Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 4:54 PM
Paused.  Im feeling so frustrated now for dunno-what reason. I WANT TO EAT DINNER NOW. haha. Im feeling more like a pig these days with the almost too frequent snacking and chomping down of junk food and im craving for icecream now. So, my day in school was pretty okay, quite nice in fact but i'm dead sure that tomorrow will never be a nice day cos of pth tutorial. HAHAHA. And we had fun discussing about our out of the world dream hotel! =) -bangs fist on table- I have no idea on what to blog anymore so I shall gooooo and hunt for foooooooooood. And omg. Stats CA2 this friday. Totally unnecessary. tsk Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 2:22 PM
When No One's Around.  Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 10:59 PM
Concentrating, on the wrong things. And my main point(the rest are seriously C R A P): L Change the World made me love L a teeny weeny bit more. AND WHY DID L HAVE TO LEAVE THE WORLD? Ah, just as well. At least I can console myself by the fact that he's probably turned into a 'hot' angel. Maybe there will even be a next movie on L's life after death. ^.^ -  12 - I've decided to type a few words here before I close up for the day. A quick recap of what I did(or did not do)today. Studying in libraryyyyyy for a couple of hours, was busy noticing a very hardworking person. I should be be more enthusiastic in studying too. Could have accomplished much more, but laziness got the better of me. nevermind, i shall make full use of tomorrow. Just a little worried that I may not be able to resist watching a new jap drama serial. And I guess it's imperative that I have to work on icky stuff. Alright, time's up. B Y E. L L my secret admiration. Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 1:20 AM
Let it Be. Wee hours of the morning, I am surprisingly still wide awake. (okay not exactly true.yawns) Never expected much out of yesterday, but it kinda blew me away. Exaggerating but true. Many familiar and new faces emerging. I still like faces I know best. =) And I made an interesting observation, people with hair previously black now looks much better in other shades of brown and vice versa. I want a new hairstyle too. Well, I guess I will just have to wait patiently for the long break and then I'll be able to officially do something crazy to my hair.(if i've even the guts). I felt so much like a little kid just now. A moment I was sulking, throwing tantrums followed by useless grumblings. The next moment I was delighted and feeling all floaty. That was when I saw my favourite person. hahaha. mrKenny!! dotz. He sort of motivated us in a cute little way which is pretty effective. Sylvia and me were like bouncing all the way home and thank god we got on the last train. Walking all the way from marina square to where I stay isn't exactly the most practical idea one should adopt. And Justin was equally nice to guide us home and I feel terrible for wasting his precious time. GOOD NEWS. my horoscope for 11 July 2008 says this: Challenging mental work and concentration is difficult for you now. Take a break if possible and just chill out for the day. Thus said, I shall sleeeeeeeep now. - - I can’t bear to flip the scenes Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 11:07 AM
Coming dawn, you sigh softly. I kept to my words. I am obediently at home now. I wonder why I am like this. Anyways, happy 17th to mark! &. Since I am feeling like the tiniest of all micro organisms now, I shall attempt a very silly quiz. 1. The person who last tag you is: SYLVIA CHOO 2. Your relationship with him/her is: EVERLASTING. Since we were together even before we met each other. 3. Your five impression of him/her: CUTE. CRAZY LIKE ME. CURRENTLY L-OBSESSED(like me again). GOOD. EVIL TO ME AT TIMES. 4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: To send me a very sweet sms when I was going to be away from her for a couple of days. 5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: Too many memorable words that I can't even remember any. 6.If he/she become your lover, you will : probably be prepared to be ostracised by others or in the worst case scenario brought into court since incest is a serious offence.(that's if we get married la!) 7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: to keep our relationship a total secret. (i dont want to be jailed for this) 8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: become her enemy too. (duh?) 9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: SHE IS SO COMPLETELY EVIL THAT I DONT WANT ANY MORE TO DO WITH SUCH A PERSON. 10. The most desire thing you want to do for HIM/her now is: TO GET THE FREAKING LOLLIPOP WHICH I DONT KNOW WHERE. BEING MUCH MUCH MORE KIND THAN ME, MAYBE SHE WILL JUST HELP ME SOLVE MY PROBLEM. 11. Your overall impression of him/her is: PRETTY GOOD. 12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: RANDOM AND TOO WEIRD. 13. The characters you love of yourself are: L? OH.that character ar? hmmm.that I almost never get mad at others. (except my family members. ha) 14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: the very fact that I am a Super procrastinator. that's my biggest faults I've realised over the years. 15. The most ideal person you want to be is: IDEAL? Question marks. But I want to be as musically talented as Jay. 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Thank you so much. Your love is not in vain. 17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you: Any kind and bored souls who wants to. Feel free =) Ending off with,  - - Images of you, drifting in the wind. Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ 5:11 PM
Change My World ^^Alright, I just could not resist putting up a picture of his pretty face. Ive actually a couple of really cute pictures of him but I specifically choose only one cos too much of a good thing may not be that good. Me and my warped logic again I am so utterly distracted.tsktsk.Oh yay,syl even got someone kind to help us print L's pictures! omggzxzxzxxz. Don't worry, I'll be fine a few days later. - However, you may see the rest of the goodies a few days later, afterall. =) -  - -omgzxzxxdiessss- - Yes. I am back homeeeeee on a wednesday afternoooon! Wednesdays to me are like the official start of the weekends since lessons are pretty laxed, for thursdays and fridays as well. Speaking of which, I have absolutely no desire to attend school on friday. YES. I SHALL SELF DECLARE FRIDAY THE START OF MY MINI WEEKENDS. - Pth tutorial tomorrow! Now if that isn't guranteed to give me nightmares, I dont know what is. (okay, maybe stats and econs too) That bad, huh? The teacher is like..... -still thinking of the right word- Forget it. More phlegm, More friction. Anyway, i think you should have gotten what I mean. Next week is total Crap week. EC test plus microsoft powerpoint project thingy due and STATS CA2(wth). That's all, right? - And I have a feeling I am going to pamper myself again later by watching teeveee and L Change the World! Enthralled that I am done watching Death note 1 and 2 already! A M A Z I N G. Great. Jo just recommended watching another japanese drama, Kurosagi, which looks fairly promising too.My studies can just go back to hell... =) - L = - - L Too tired to care. Too busy to leave it there. Sunday, July 06, 2008 @ 12:05 PM
The Rain in my Heart Since, syl thanked me, I'll have no choice but to thank my IFE. If not for his awesome recommendation, I wouldn't have spent my whole yesterday merrily watching Liar Game and doing nothing else. Nevertheless, I would gladly do so again today.yar, I would IF i had completed my millionth and one assignments. And it's really addictive you know, Im practically done watching the whole 10+ episodes in a time span of less than 24 hours. Not that I am a manga fanatic or anything, but I would definitely give the LG two thumbs up! The female lead is like so idiotically honest that sometimes you simply can't stand it, but I guess it compliments with the cool-headed and witty male lead. And she bears an uncanny ressmeblance to dawn yeo but they're all pretty! Though pretty few of my brain cells were probably killed in the process of trying to comprehend every bit of the pyschology thriller, I wouldn't very much mind. lovessss. Suddenly, I feel as though I have to watch all the jap drama serials. I wanna watch L Change the World! and L reminds me of someone who insists their looking alike- none other than my used-to-be close-friend mark. Why it's USED TO cos we dont call each other for long chat and crap nowadays. See what I mean when I say im like getting less in touch with people whom I was once accustomed to and we could practically be accquaintances now. So to make up for it, here's a shoutout to syl and best friend, let's go for his bday celebration this upcoming Thursday k! I dont want to be accused of being so heartless since I was told that there's no such word as TRY. And after some self reflection and a thousand of seconds later.... There shall be no watching of drama serials for me today till the end of exams. Time to get down to some serious studying. No, what a shitless idea! I need to unwind and hence Ive decided to make every sat my-stay-home-drama-serial day! -says it in a tone of spilling a secret- It's sad enough that I have to remind myself time after time and so I shall try not to do it again! byeeeeee. - oh and here are the replies to the tags. Im getting fed up of squeezing what i want to say in the tagboard. So i decided on this. bestfriend- haha! it's still the same to me okay =D jia2- hello! has been ages since we last met right? Schl's opening for you tmr right? jiayou! jo- hahaha! =D great!!!! and pls update ur blog soon k! syl- Dotzzz. LG<3 yiqi- Omggggg! then how?!?!?!!?! Hmmm, and mr anthony called me when i was on my way home u know to ask me for your number, together with edbert's and jonathan! hahaha. And Dont say such things. It's scary. =O - I dont believe anyone in this world is bad to the bone, do i? Friday, July 04, 2008 @ 6:05 PM
Asking for Miracles What a joke. I mistakenly assumed 185 for 105, and ended up somewhere in holland drive. I could have stubbornly swore that what i saw was 105. To think I was still gloating over being the only soul, the only lost soul, on the bus. I have resolved to squint my eyes the next time before i get on any buses. I was supposed to have reached home early today since i only had an 1 hour lecture today(and for the next few fridays to come), but I ended up reaching home pretty late. Finally, after handing up my 'inspirational' essay, I was feeling much more at ease. and special thanks to yiqi for helping me print! Im just so glad it's over and done with, who cares whether I wrote utter nonsense which i probably did. And screw the fact that I (plus the whole of those taking stats) have to resit for our papers again just because of xxx lecturer's ignorance. Like, it's totally being fair to us, i know. On a brighter note, it's 4 July today, aside from it being Friday (again!) and America's Independence Day, it is also the birthday of someone whom I treasure alot- MrKenny! Since it is his day today, I am going to dedicate half of my post to him (using blue font=p). Happy 20th to him and I really really appreciate having such a nice, charming, popular, smart caring, witty and sweeeeet friend. He's probably the most dearest brother one can ever have and the bond that we share really makes me yearn having a real elder brother!(not that there are fakes anyway =P) You know and i think we've discussed this like a million times before that having to meet and to hit it off with each other is all fated. I don't think the others would understand our close-knitted bond.Me and sylvia are so lucky to have known him! Still remember that positive first impression that you've left us with. And when we're out spending quality time together, my cheeks would often hurt from smiling too much. Thanks for being especially sweet to us. Thanks for always being a solution to our problems and worries. Im sorry for all the trouble I've caused before and for even trying to help me talk to that someone. In the end, you still got hurt and definitely much more unecessary headaches. Now that I think about it, you were really nice to have done all this willingly and I thank my lucky stars to have you enter in my life. When we thought that Kungfu dunk rocked our socks even when everyone else commented that it was retarded! H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y! -- Remembering till I forget. Wednesday, July 02, 2008 @ 10:59 PM
A Day After A Day By this time of the day, you could make a safe guess that i am indeed bone-tired. Nevertheless, I'm making a post specially for my dearest classmate though i know i could do much better on this thing called sincerity since there's still an approximate of 50mins to your birthday and here i am. Such a spoiler. =O But I really need to sleeeeeeep! haha (me and my sleep) Ah, so here it is.. and nope i dont think my blog layout is screwed up! =P -
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Underestimation. mood: blank music: Finally- 王力宏 some sort of a joke. What is the register? The register is registered. - For those who have never taken EC before, I bet you are seeing gazillion stars now. Well, that actually got my blood rushing during the worst hours of the day, sounds so ridiculous i know. But right now, my brain is simply too tired to register anything, which could be the perfect excuse for putting off my cd essay to tomorrow.In case you do not know, SLEEP is my top priority, now that i'd overcome taking 5400seconds to fall asleep! * - Which makes me wonder, how on earth did i get that abundance of energy to camwhore in school? *  - - Not caring about caring cos you care |
