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Just me.  Other days, I am.
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 7:00 PM
Convince Me Not To Needed to do something to help chase my blues away. Hence, me and sis headed down to town to complete a fairly important task. Something we hadnt a chance to do so yet all these while... See, it started all with the popular Japanese drama series adapted from manga- Hana Yori Dango(Boys Over Flowers) 1 and 2. refer to below.  &  The title Hana yori Dango, literally "Boys before Flowers", is a pun on a Japanese saying, "Food before Flowers" (or "dumplings rather than flowers"). "Food before Flowers" refers to the fact that food, being more practical and more necessary to survival, should be chosen over flowers, something pretty but not essential to life. The author furthers the pun by changing the kanji of the title to mean "Boys over Flowers" (花より男子), implying that boys, like food, maybe are a necessity to life rather than a luxury like flowers. Been pondering long and hard about what in the world Boys over Flower means, and finally I'm enlightened. Alright, maybe you are at a stage where Ive lost you. So what's the link? Yup, so HYD received much heart-warming and encouraging responses that it's made into a movie! Well, isn't it damn obvious now? We pampered ourselves silly the afternoon watching this.  BOYS OVER FLOWERS THE MOVIE(!!) You know what, I'm assured that every cent that I spent on the ticket was freaking made worth. This is most likely gonna be my favourite movie of the year. (yay!) Such a captivating storyline with an unexpected twist at the end that made me swoon. And I love it when 4 of the rich-ass guys gets together, strangely enough, it tugs the corner of my lips. Many funny bits too. And a tiny bad part about it is that I'm under the bad influence of one Jun's lines. =O  (V)  trouble at Vegas. And after this movie, my love for Matsumoto Jun is undoubtedly (re)confirmed. So maybe you're right, I'm stuck in some kind of stupid phase right now, going crazy over hot Japanese actors. But to tell you the truth, i rather feel silly and all child-like than unhappy any time. Yes, I can officially declare that Matsumoto Jun is my newest eye candy. Despite his permed curly hair. =O heh. He'd first caught my eyes on Gokusen and maybe that's a reason why i like watching that so much. So, what now? Oh brilliant, it's high time for me to make my private collection of his pretty face public. There are several good reasons as follows. Firstly, I am very much interested to know if my taste will change anytime soon. -Pictures that half year later, me randomly revisits older posts and comes across this only to exclaim unbelievably, OMG WHO THE HELL IS THIS AND WHY THE HELL DID I POST SUCH FUGLY LOOKING PIXS UP- I'm seriously hoping not, but even if it does happen, im sure it'll provide a good laugh or two for myself. Secondly, that's also to prevent me from being so hard-hit in case my com gets reformatted anytime soon (-touches wood instantly-) cos I had pain-stakingly googled these pictures out and edited here and there. Thirdly and most importantly, Sylvia requested me to blind her with MJ's pixs. (Yar right, you'll know why later on.) Last and finally, I'm feeling incredulous as to why the hell am I providing myself reasons/ excuses to post his god damn awesome pictures up. It's just for my own(and maybe sis's) viewing pleasure. HAHA. It's now or never. Run baby, run. MY EYE CANDY GALORE STARTS HERE. -runs and screams-   Is he good looking or better than good looking?    KAWAII NEH!!   unfair. he even looks good geeky.      The Sawada Shin that we know and love from Gokusen   Alright, ending off with my fav picture of the lot.  TADA! -wipes sweat off forehead- And I think I looked friendly today cos a few strangers approached me for help. I successfully helped a foreigner(i think so cos of the looks) locate for the book he was having trouble hunting down and he thanked me profusely. Maybe I should take up librarian as my profession. Heh, see, im always not alone in the library even though i am. =O And !@$%^&*, i made another wasted trip down to the stupid service center. Tried to look normal when the person said it'll be ready only in a week or two. Bleh. Neway I must say this before I go, it has been much joy posting this entry up.(though it's solely for myself) (^^) Cheers ~ no comforts to share. Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 2:33 PM
The Day the Seasons Changed. A few thousand seconds ago, Terence, my very good msn buddy residing in Australia but is currently holidaying in Taiwan -stares enviously at air-, asked me this, What's the craziest thing have you ever done? I swear I was stumped at such a simple question. Cos I doubt The Stalk ahem Alfred Operation at Tpy some two years ago counts. Even though we did behave like a strange bunch of lunatics walking around tpy central, hopeful, for a few bloody hours. And it was such that we coincidentally got lucky enough to actually 'bump' into him. Damn it's sad. Okay, I want to do something crazy before the year draws to an end. Like learning to weep without tears. ALRIGHT? ALRIGHT? ALRIGHT? All I want(okay not really a want, since im doing it almost everyday) to do all day long, is hide in my room and stare and stare at the floor. (it's fun btw) Until there are no more images left in my sad brain. And i think Ive a knack for song writing. HAHAHA. Laugh. It's a joke. Maybe one day i'll feel proud enough to share my coughmasterpiececough. If only i had an eraser in my brain. I'd erase them all away. Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 1:05 PM
Forget Yesterday All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind me The answers that we'll never find They dont mean a thing tonight.  I want someone who catches them, Not make them fall. And freaking cramps, go away. far far away. Don't leave me in more pain. Now I understand why jay's songs are so sad. It's useless, isn't it? Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 8:36 PM
Like I Always Do. I think I’m boiling with rage now cos the face that is starring back at me in the mirror is RED.
Tomato Red.
Nah, I’m just badly burnt by the mid afternoon sun with no proper applying of sunscreen for four funny hours. Where it’s supposedly the avoid-being-out-in-the-sun-at-all-costs hours I know. Freak, Im gonna look so ugly when I get older and I pity my-already -under-nourished skin. And oh no, my skin itches like mad now. Is it a symptom of skin peeling? Ah. Stop the itch, someone.
Seriously, I’m toasted. Obvious difference between the skin colour under my sleeves and not- Red and white (respectively). (At least that’s how I see it. Now all I need is 5 stars and a moon.) Maybe the idea of tanning isn’t that appealing anymore. Heh. But at least my foot/ankle/toes are spared mercifully thanks to my wise choice of wearing shoes. Not that I played much anyway, just chilled out with some rather awesome people to kill time with together.
See, A very silly-looking me looking absolutely like a roasted pigeon, not to mention horrendous with the retainers. Uneven blotches of red and see my nose is badly disfigured. Heh, I shall not sound so superficial. So, yes, I'm shutting up now.
But, I realized a couple of rather dumb things just now.
And Ive got a picture to share.
A meaningless picture that kicks out so many memories in me and emotions rises too. I remembered vividly this was taken during one of the special(coughs) holiday lessons to practice on the past years science practical questions.
We were supposed to see through this stupid glass block after poking the needles neatly in place and mark certain points accurately if it could be seen in a straight line. I remembered that I squirmed a lot in my seat, totally unconfident of what I was doing, if i even knew what I was doing. And seeing that everyone else had seemed to successfully done so and happily moving on to plotting the freaking graph, while I'm still stuck as ever, I cried silently to myself. Yes, dead embarrassing I know. But the feeling of helplessness overwhelmed me with such greatness that I wished so badly that I was less stupid and clumsy.
Practicals arent my cup of tea but it somehow makes me feel even smaller than i already am during those bitter hours. And I really cried like nobody's business after the actual Olvl Pract papers. Cos I remembered not leaving my answers(figures) to 3 decimal places even with a million of reminders from the teacher before. I stubbornly thought it was 2 till I reached home. And when the truth hit me, I was stunned for more than a thousand of a seconds and began bawling like some grumpy kid. Another silly day of my life.Yet, surprising, my grade for combined science wasnt as screwed as I was.
Funny how these stupid memories never go away. It's been a year or so. Now that I pen it down, it's gonna stay in my mind till like..............xmas??
Alright, enough ramblings for the day. Off with tissue papers to watch my touching A Moment To Remember.
edit: No, I can't really watch it now.
- Damn pissed off with blogger html code thingy or rather myself. They purposely have to find fault with the font size thing cos i pasted it from Ms word and hence I apologise for the ugly fonts here and there. It's really getting on my nerves to have to try make it right. But it doesnt come out the right way too. >.<
I know distance doesn’t matter but you feel so far away. Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 9:33 PM
Living a Dream. Munching on several fruits as I type this out.. Damn. I hate typing single handedly. I don’t mean to be a super whinner since I know this is superfluous. But I got to let this out.. These days had been horrid, with this, this and that coming, seems like I have lost a lot of time in here. Seriously, I don’t have any particular issues about the holidays, in fact I love it, just that it makes me feel less purposeful? (Not implying that going to school is) Almost everyone around me is slogging their guts out,working, be it for $ or just to kill time or for the experience, beats better than facing the almost bare four walls of my room. Good life, you may think. Then again, I don’t want to work. This is bad, I now sound like some ultimate spoilt and pampered kid. Or, to put it in a nicer way, it's probably cos I don’t have the sense of urgency to start earning those extra bucks though I could kill to get a better hp with a decent camera. (Speaking of which, I still haven’t got back my Fphone >.<') Now, guess what… I am furiously wondering why I am even bothered to be typing all these out. Side note, I am turning to be a rather dramatic plus movie person(i wouldnt qualify for freak yet) these days. Thanks to my soju and the below descriptions in red are entirely to their credits. Go figure. Im done watching …. 200 Pounds Beauty(movie) • Description: Hanna is the famous Korean pop singer who sing for artises during live performances, unknown to others. She suffers from having extremely poor self-esteem, as she has been ignored because of her appearance. At last, she makes the decision of a lifetime to have full-body plastic surgery. Gokusen(12 episodes) • Description: The story of a young, idealistic teacher who enters Shirokin Gakuen with hopes of making a difference in the students' lives. However, Yamaguchi is in for a rude awakening when she finds that she will be the homeroom teacher of 3-D, the hardest class to maintain in the school. The students have multi-colored hair, sloppy uniforms, and show absolutely no respect to her. The leader of the class, Sawada Shin is lazy but bright and shows some interest in Yamaguchi when he notices that she is very different from other teachers. The students try to bully her to make her quit, but their attempts don't get them very far. What the class and the rest of the school does not know is that Yamaguchi Kumiko is actually the 4th generation heir to the Ooedo Group, a notorious yakuza clan. Even though her family would like her to take the title of Ojou when her grandfather dies, they have accepted the fact that Yamaguchi would rather be a teacher. Eventually, the students learn to respect their quirky teacher because of her devotion to them and opens up to her. S Diary (movie) • Description: On a dreary day Jini gets laid off by her boyfriend with the final note that he was only interested in making love to her but not in a lasting relationship. This triggers the girl’s curiosity about whether her past three lovers were also only after her favors. As a result Jini checks back on her previous boyfriends including Ku-hyeon), an advocate of strong religious beliefs, macho college lover Jeong-seok and inexperienced Yoo-in who makes a living as wandering artist. Will Jini’s emotional journey be rewarded with sincere answers from her old admirers ? Find out as S-Diary unveils its top secret material. All’s awesome but my two favourite votes goes undoubtedly to … 200 Pounds Beauty. Now I know why some people rave over this fab movie for the longest time. Swear it's such a tear jerker. I couldn’t exactly faked for my tears to spill at the end, you know. And.. Gokusen. This particular drama provides such comical relief yet it’s heartwarming plus inspiring to the max and makes damn lot of sense. I'm pretty sure most of us are able to relate with the realness of the story. The students have such characters that touches me and I can’t help but to feel for them. And the cute klutzy teacher is the heart of the drama, with her one track thinking and positive attitude. Im dead sure I m gonna watch Gokusen 2 sometime soon, watch me. @_@ That’s not all. I tried watching Hana Kimi till the sixth episode but gave up cos of rather predictable storyline. Anyway, now i'm trying to get myself on watching I Just Did Not Do It. Storyline's bout A young man is falsely accused of molesting a high-school girl on a train. He is arrested and charged, and goes through endless court sessions, all the while insisting that he is innocent. Doesnt this sound unique? Im really curious at how this whole thing will end. Am afraid I cant last, watching those boring in betweens. =O And am ever tempted to watch KFD. Eh, -Many blinks accompanied by long pauses- Hell, I am indeed getting queerer by the day. Holding on to something, I think I know why. Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 12:51 PM
Black Humour. Hi I'll bluntly admit the fact that I havent been obsessing over jay for a decent amount of time. Still remember my craziest over him was during the sec2 to sec 3 period, alongside with fellow social loungers- big cryystal. ellice, june and lorry all in the name of Jay. Isnt that amazing? From 5 strangers to almost 5 (online) buddies. We could go on and on msn the last time but now it's hard to even talk to any of them. Got to wait, till everyone's on holidays which is damn hard to schedule. Sighs. Big Cryystal is taking her Os like super soon? Goody luck! (Heh, I feel so relieved to have gotten past that trying phase and would never ever want to go through it again unless im offered a million dollars. Then again, maybe still not.) That aside, we did meet one another face to face during Jay's promotional events and they are seriously superb. And to think we had those silly yet exhilarating phone conferences where someone would just scream for no apparent reason and I'll be just hyperventilating. Suddenly, Im overwhelmed with nostlagia. -sniffs quietly- -diverts attention quickly back to where i first started- TADA!  I cant help it but swoon at jay's pictures. It's like I feel like I have known and idolised this person all my life.(sounds insanely fanatic i know) Strange familarity. Anyway, 9 October is the official date for me to fall in love, head over heels with him again. And it's a day for me to look forward to. :D
 oh my goodness.-meltz- By the end of the post, I would have evaporated already since the sun is shinning so bloody brightly.
  A little disturbing, jay looks like the joker with the heavy make up face. Alright, Gone, w/o the wind. Not even a trace left behind. Is love only precious when kept in the heart? @ 12:26 AM
Enough of me. Ive just did something I wanted to do for a very long time. Guess. Forget it, i hate guessing either. Anyway, I am more than happy to have gotten rid of my ridiculous past posts which includes those with contents like that written by a four year old kid. Ah, Im pleasingly pleased now. And will continue to scrutinise earlier posts and do what I deem fit. But I have no plans for a perfect tomorrow. All I have is today. Hold on, baby, you're losing it The water's high, you're jumping into it And letting go... and no one knows That you cry, but you don't tell anyone That you might not be the golden one And you're tied together with a smile But you're coming undone. Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 1:14 PM
You Know My Story. Such a cool Monday afternoon accompanied by the light breeze that cools my heart. With a world where everything moved at light speed and everyone mired in ego, it doesn’t really matter if it’s the holidays or not. 3 more weeks to start the whole damn routine again. AH. My break doesn’t feel like it’s taking a break. @_@ Anway, my point of this entry is: BBB Justis gathering the last night. Which also means that it’s a rather nonsensical/spamz post from me. Sorry I’m going to sound terribly silly with the below. It was such a foolishly fun night, been long since my nights were filled with stupid jokes and ceaseless laughter. Oh man, I swear I almost missed attending these birthday gatherings for the super nice soul members. Secretly remembers that I’ve yet to miss any Justis’s ones for the last three years. Such a loyal supporter HAHA or more likely it was due to the fact that September seems to be a least busiest month of all. And wow three years gone just like that and the love plus support for them is still strong and im sure many feels that way too. They are the best heh im biased. We were initially ultra hesitant whether to enter the house so we stood outside contemplating and realized that it wasn’t exactly a smart idea to make a wasted trip all the way to Pasir ris. Luckily, it turned out to be pretty welcoming. –grins- I like it when the three giants starts their briefing. The feeling to me is out of the world. Sounds exaggerating but it’s the damn truth. So they filled us with details of their lives, progress, current updates and marriages(ha I wish) with too many comical scenes and little jokes added inside. HAHA. Awi’s said something perhaps he wished he could take back. Which was, when I get married, I’ll make sure all of you get invited. Heh. –hops excitedly- FERVENTLY HOPES AWI FINDS A BRIDE QUICK ENOUGH SO HE CAN GO AND MARRY ON THE 6 MARCH 09. And Awi was trying to act really cute yesterday in front of the video camera, which really wasn’t necessary. Ah. Also the secret of why tall people is slightly deaf was revealed last night as well. Which was immediately made as one of the funnier jokes of the night, so you can safely guess that the answer is illogical. pix credits to stella and this time round, i did some editting.  see, our dear boy is blissfully lost in thoughts... And the excited Justis amazingly blew out the chocolate frosting (hmmm.the thing usually on top of the cake) together with the candles flames. OMGZX. It was freaking retarded but made me laughed till my insides turned. Justis is a funny, funny serious guy who doesn’t get my lame jokes until a few dead seconds later. Aha. Hope they'll find a rainbow before the end of the world. -roll eyes at the melodrama- What Ive share above are happy thoughts i think, what's not so shall be kept in my heart. Alright, since I’ve no long term goals yet, I fixed on a few short term ones. Firstly, I will try and scrimp and save $ for rainy days. Secondly, since I can’t bleach myself white, (HAHA Andy the bumblebee said his mother did that and encouraged him too which he was strongly against), I shall go tanning. Or maybe not. Thirdly, no more cutting my hair shorter each time I visit the hairdresser. Fourthly, get idol's Capricon on the 9th. Fifthly(sounds like filthy), self reflect. Sixthly, READ. Lastly, stop thinking about food cos it'll make me feel fat. Simple and realistic enough? I think so too. Wheee, and that sums up my post of the day. Sad or happy enough, limited pictures and its all thanks to stella girl. It sucks enough that I can’t even sms, let alone take pictures. =O Oh, i got a pretty picture of the cake credits to stella again! and syl for edits.  Believe me. It's as nice as it looks. (: -- Love isn’t selfish. Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 9:52 AM
The CD BOY A boy walked into a CD store and saw a girl behind the counter. She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there. He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it. "Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked, smiling her cute smile again. He nodded and she went to the back. She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store. He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapped it for him. He took the CD home and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her. So the next day, he pluckered all his courage and went to the store. He bought a CD like he did everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...!!! RRRRRING!!!The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?" It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don't know? He passed away yesterday..." The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother. Later in the day, the mother went into the boy's room because she'd missed him terribly. She thought she would start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet and came face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was surprised to find all those CDs and she picked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open it. Inside, there was a CD as she expected and as she took it out of the wrapper, a piece of paper fell out. The mother picked it up and was shocked. It read: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out with me? Love, Jacelyn The mother opened another CD...Again there was a piece of paper. It read: Hi... I think you are really, really cute. Do you wanna go out with me? Love, Jacelyn. - - - on my heart just like a tatoo. Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 7:45 PM
Fill the Screens of My Mind. IM OFFICIALLY PHONELESS. After much much persuasion by self, i reluctantly dragged myself, though mind weighing down my steps and made a trip to the samsung sevice center where phone was being confiscated(willingly). Which means, the only dead-sure mean to get through to me is through telepathy. See through my brain and read my mind, feel my heart, fill me in with doubts. Yar, im laughing cos it's so funny that it makes zero, zip, zlich sense. Even I dont have any special connection with twin, or maybe havent had any bizarre encounters yet. You knw the thing people say about the twins' connection which i think it's pretty weakly supported with ZERO evidence in my case. @_@ Today feels like an endless day. You're talking and im listening but there's no clear message on my horizon. And Im wondering aimlessly what tomorrow brings and what tune it will sing. My head is filled with images as i stumble, heavy-footed through this day that never seems to end and with a burning anxiety for the week to draw to an absolute end. - - you're a depth i've not sounded. Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 11:55 PM
Until I Reach the Door Yo! Your So, it was another effortlessly sensational trip to Malacca, the place where I have been for almost a gazillion times already. Over the years, everything’s still pretty much unchanged. Which meant the fact that there is a severe lack of technology in my grandmother’s house still remains. The most advance gadgets would have to be the teevee and radio. Not that the teevee airs any fabulous programmes or whatsoever that helps me to effectively kill time. Hence, the radio became my immediate best friend but it irks me that they play almost the same songs every hour, so it was ultimate boredom and sick-face. The biggest difference between my house and grandma’s is obviously I will never be greeted by such a cute sight when I peer out of the window.. ........... ............................ ............. ^^  ---
Oh and the best part about going out in Msia is that no one in the world recognizes me.(except relatives of course). This forms up the perfect excuse of why im looking horrible in every single one of the pictures. The almost relieved feeling of not spotting and familiar faces around is wondrous! Muahaha. @_@ (still the weird girl you know) And since I mentioned camwhored somewhere along the above lines, be prepared for the heavy images below. You can still pause and decide whether to scroll down or not. =p And apologies for the lack of captians. Brain's in hibernating mode already.zzz. -  -  at jonker walk^    - -  -  -
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- Oh goodness gracious me, I think im done. Finally. Such a mammoth task for this entry to be up. Ahhhh. - And wished them all away. Friday, September 05, 2008 @ 3:33 PM
I Know I just realised this- I love staying at home. The feeling of staying at home, not needing to head out of the house is just wonderful. Strange how I dont see it yesterday and which resulted me in nearly dying out (?) of boredom. Every few minutes, I would change the position that i was sitting/standing. The kind of restlessness and emptiness is unbearable if you get what i mean. Youwant to do something, anything that will keep you entertain even if it's just for a moment, but to your dismay, you just can't find any. Nevertheless, forget about my nothingness-yesterday. * Today isn't exactly a better day, judging from how I carelessly spent the hours that has swiftly passed, not slow enough though. But, I didnt feel bored enough to want to do something else. Well, I'm not exactly proud at what I did, which is to cam whore, but it's all in the name of fun plus not forgetting, KILLING BOREDOM. - -  ^Credits to syl for the brilliant edit. -Ironically, Im heading out now. - - Im silent while you ran out of words too. Wednesday, September 03, 2008 @ 9:08 PM
But Suddenly One happy thought down. I’ll be lying if I said I had an awful time with dearest friends just now. In fact, it had been brilliant. I think it’s like my first time to actually hang out with the other side of the class and my cool friend(hahaha). So today, we had a belated birthday celebration for yesterdays’ babies(sounds weeeeird but whatever). Happy BBD to Wilson and Peter again!(whee virgorians!) And seriously the coffee caramel cake (I think) wasn’t that bad with its unique taste! Ahaha! One of the good things about hanging out with these bunch of people is that it’ll be the only time where I feel like I’m not as childish as I thought. The other would probably be that I would be able to temporarily chase my dark thoughts away, as far as they could go. I particularly liked it when they were teasing jared about his Later on, I went to library (again), with mark. I know you’ll erupt into laughters all over again if I said that this time it was a different kid that asked me the stangely familiar question- ARE YOU HER MOTHER? Too bad you can’t. Picture this, same classic scenario like the previous time- Sharon is sitting innocently at a cosy corner while burying her head into the thickest book ever. Suddenly, out of the blue, a kid bounces towards her. Just that this time, It's a primary school kid. Asking hopefully, Excuse me jie jie, do you have graph paper? Well, maybe I should start getting used to the very fact that I’ll always have weird encounters in tpy library. Be it when I’m a lone ranger or not. * * * * * * Dinner was bad. Throat wasn’t receptive to the food that was struggling to go down. My appetite felt smaller than a kitten’s. Now, sky is loaded with grey clouds, tons of it that you might have guessed that it is pouring. Rainy days makes me feel vulnerable, I don’t know why. Then again, I don’t have the answers for most of the questions. Mood’s pretty rotten now but trying not to let it show. Though I sort of screamed at my dad went he nicely suggested that I go check out what’s on tv now. Something about a boy looking exactly like Britney Spears. I think that it is just plain dumb. It HELPED a lot too that handphone charger died on me (for the millionth time) and am absolutely too frustrated to do anything about it. Maybe, you’ll be lucky to not being able to reach me for a few day or even weeks. - - _ - And until I do that Monday, September 01, 2008 @ 9:25 PM
Blanking Out. I don’t know why but it feels really really good to see favourite person again today. Maybe cos it has been the longest time. After like finally, we had everything put aside and yes, 6 freaking awesome hours with each other and still, it never seems enough! :O Am glad and relieved at the same time that Operation S has been a success though most part of the plan backfired. Even the timing of the movie were brought backwards (!!) Nevertheless, I gained a huge sense of satisfaction seeing that Sylvia was pleasantly surprised to see mrkenny! Even though she refused to admit it in our faces, we secretly knew judging from the cheery smile on her face. I just love the feeling of watching movies in the cinema. It has the effect of making me feel stangely happy. So, 2 hours of our precious get-together time was invested in watching Cyborg She. :D -  <3>And it was worth it! Overall, I feel that this is such a good movie, kept me intrigued throughout. And with such a pretty lead actress-Ayase Haruka, you bet everyone's eyes were glued to the screen! I will kill to have her hair, her eyes, her face shape, her figure and even her height. NEway, the love story between a nerdy university student and a female cyborg was the heart of the film. Storyline was pretty tightly held together as well and altogether awesome with some humor injected. Suspects that the scriptwriter is a mad and crazy person who has unimaginably fantastic imagination that he’s able to come up with such brilliant plots. The ending was kind of confusing for me though. Shall replay scenes in my mind to fully understand everything. Hee. Or maybe watch it again. ><> Anyway, shan’t think about it anymore for now, my brain had processed enough thoughts for the day. Shall move on to admiring the pretty belated birthday gift fav person got us. Love it to bits. ;D And with or without it, we will always be reminded of you. HA. thankyou. - - I cant make myself to feel the way I want to. @ 10:33 AM
Dont Want a Second Guess. I was supposed to have this entry up yesterday before I went to slumberland. But, something disrupted me and so feeling rather guilty, I woke up bright and early this morning to make it up. Yar right, I did not want to get out of bed even at 919am since I’ve got a couple of hours to kill till noon. -  - Anyway, with a couple of decent dvds and good ol’ books on hand, I’d figured that I’ll never go bored during any point of the holidays. Unless, Im not bothered enough to flip the pages or press the play button. Which is unlikely. (I think) Have started on one of the books already, titled Blinded by the Light by Sherry Ashworth. Am proudly at page 23 (not, my speed is the ultimate slowest already) Hee. That’s redundant info I know. Also, I should just constantly remind myself to start drawing something soon and not leave the solid thing plainly up for display. Lest it crushes anyone again. =O Something amusing happened to me when I was in the library. There I was, sitting on a bench at the kids corner, minding my own business and burying my sick face into the book I was happily reading. So, kids corner, yes, means that it’s filled up with kids, kids and more kids.(plus a couple of moms and dads) And suddenly, I looked up and stared right back at the face of an innocent looking kid, holding another kid’s hand, and she meekly asked me this. Her: -pointing to the other smaller kid- “ARE YOU HER MOTHER?!?!?!?!” (couple of blinks from me) Since I am always feeling that I am somewhat deaf in either of the ears or that I’m always hearing nothing, I stared blankly at her. And this time, she (apparently has wisen up after a few confused stares she’d received from other innocent ‘victims’ as well) went, ‘DO YOU KNOW WHO HER MOTHER IS?” HAHAHAHA. JOKE OF THE DAY. Even a 60 year old grandmother was secretly laughing at this as well. I know I’ve just grown older but this is seriously too cute beyond belief. It made me cringe and smile at the same time. Shall conclude that asian kids are cute in a weird way, though still pale in great comparison to ekids! Yes! I finally saw a Caucasian kid with her mom at the badminton court near my house this morning!! My phone is now sleeping as well, I am going to conserve all the battery I can for it. So pardon me if your smses goes unreplied, or your calls missed. I can't help it myself. >< Shitxz. My sms memory is full again. AND HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO JUNE AKA DARLING SOCIAL LOUNGER! <3 My earlier blues have lifted quite a fair bit, if not completely. I need to clear more space in my miniscule brain. I need to breathe easy. And have early nights. - - cos i just can't think for you. |
