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Just me.  Other days, I am.
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Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 7:22 PM
Bloody Shit Arghh.. I,um.. I think I am having a bit difficulty breathing. It's like something's pressing down on the chest and I really have to take massive breaths in order to breathe properly. It always happens. Stuff like this happens to me, not because I want to. I wonder if there's something wrong with me but then again I doubt so cos nothing usually happens after these encounters. Just something that comes and goes. Hopefully, that is the case. Today, I am going to just vent my frustrations here. It's not good to let hatred build up inside our body. What if, one day, the last of thousands of small things, tips the balance, or something totally massive that just blows up the circuits.Anyway, yes, I didnt like school today one bit, not a bit. I dont know why, but I just dont see the goodness of everthing/everyone around me. If there even is. I am not myself in school. Just some disguised fool that I pretend to be. I dont care actually what people think. The thing is, I really dont. but the irony of it is I let some of what they say affect my mood for the day. But at the end of the day, Im just going to let all this down and just move on cos there isnt much use brooding over all these unnecessary comments. Anyway, who knows what's right and not? Talk about acting guilty, I did nothing just now... I must've had a bloody great big flashing arrow pointing at me. How I idled the whole time away. Then again.. I can always start now. So yeah, see you around. |