Oh. Im definitely feeling so much calmer now.

I had a toe-curling awful time doing physics practical in the lab earlier on. We were supposed to plot some freaking graph of Sin i against Sin r, and that was when I nearly, i mean almost, breakdown.

Panic rose rapidly in me, i couldn't seem to find the co-ordinates and all. By that time, Syl was already done with hers and she offered to help me keep the apparatus. However, at that time, i was already losing concentration and was blinded by frustration , so a little unintentional nudge from her made me so fury. I swear I had never felt so pissed off with anything like that before in school, and it's because of something that was within my ability.

You should have seen how I looked just now, so screwed up and almost ready to have big,hot fat tears pouring down my already scunched-up face.

And I couldn't find my mechanical pencil at one point, that made my blood boiled more and it turned out that mr wong took my pencil all these while.

Okay. So I managed to complete the task after like 1234678 hours after all . Phew. But it was indeed a bad experience! I wish I could be abstained from doing practicals permanently. I'm a loser. Yes, i remembered how i was mixing all sorts of different chemicals so ignorantly into a test tube just for the coloured effect and not following the lesson...but at least i did mused myself..

And thanks dad for his sweet sweet ribena drink! (= it was real sweet!

Anyway, my holidays wasnt going as what I'd planned. Damn.

I hate practicals.

'Kill two birds with one stone'

You'll be the bird and fly away, I'll be the stone.